My little nerd

Part 11 Its my fault..

Bakugo POV

Well, I accidentally fell asleep next to deku. I was woken by recovery girl. "Wake up Young man."

"sorry" I grumbled as I sat up.
"It's alright dear. It happens often." She replied.

"Hey, uhm yesterday he grabbed my hand... Does that mean he is waking up?" I asked Moving off the bed.

"That's a very good sign that he is waking up. But we can't be sure. It could have been a reflex." She replied.

"Alright."

I hope he is waking up. If he doesn't wake up then I will die. If he doesn't wake up I will die. I love him so much. I should be the one in a coma. Not him. Why did I let him jump in front of me! GOD FUCK! 

I heard someone walk in. I looked up It was Kirishima. "Hey..."

"Hey, bakubro. How is he?" He asked quietly.

"I... I don't know.. He held my hand yesterday.. But recovery girl said it might have been a reflex." I replied.

"Alright. How are you doing?" He asked me.

I was hoping he wouldn't ask that because he is my best friend. I will never admit it. But he is. I don't want to lie to him. But I really don't want to say how I feel out loud. It would just be admitting something I didn't want to admit.

"I.. I feel terrible. I feel like I should be the one in Deku's position, not the other way around. He should be the one awake. And it's all my fault. I should have pushed him out of the way but I didn't. I need him, Kiri. I'll die without him." The words spilled out of my mouth. I couldn't stop them.

He sat next to me. "It's not your fault! He did what he loves! He saved you. It is his dream to save people right? And also he just saved one of the most important people to him. YOU!"

I looked over at him. I started to cry. "B-But what if h-he doesn't w-wake u-up!"

He pulled me into a hug. "He will wake up... Don't even say he won't... He is strong just like you katsuki."

I just leaned against him crying. He was so positive everything was going to turn out. I just wanted Deku to be okay. Im gonna try to believe Kiri. But it's so hard.

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~Katsuki bakugou~