Becoming Me

Bruh Im Weak

                  Ch.1   Bruh I'm Weak
4:10. Five minutes left. Man, I'm so ready to get out of biology. Ashlee and Cara are both waiting for me outside. Is it weird that I'm friends with the only two white girls in our sophomore class? I don't know just another thing for me to get pushed around about by Cleveland. Ugh he gets on my nerves.
"Mrs. Xander?" Says Mr.Jones
"Do you know the answer or not"
"Sorry, I wasn't paying attention" I say even though I'm thinking, "why would you call on me if you know I'm not listening?"
"Meet me outside after class"
"Sorry I can't, I have to catch the bus"
I really dislike this man. I'm working on not using the word "hate".

After class I run to Ashlee and we do are handshake that we've had since fifth grade. Bruh, I promise it never gets old. Cara hardly acknowledges my existence. She's way to deep in a argument with De'shaun. With the amount of arguments they've been in you wouldn't believe their still a couple.
"Hey Cara, you realize I'm here" I say
"Yea sorry this boy-"
"CA-RA" I stretch her name our extra long
"Fine" she says
"Anyways I got to pee, I'll be back" I say

I head to the restroom. I go fast so I don't miss the bus when Marquis comes up to me. He trys to kiss me but I dodge it.
"Boy" I say loudly "you really better watch yourself"
"Come on, I just wanna apologize"
So I've been ignoring Marquis for a couple days now all because of some froze yogurt. And I know it sounds petty but we've been a couple since 8th grade and he messed up my order. Like who does that. Not only that but he sent me roses. I hate- I mean very much dislike roses. Does he even know me?
"Shanice" he says "come on girl, it was a mistake."
"A mistake you haven't made in 3 years"
He's looking so fine right now. And he's wearing Louis Vuitton sneakers. He knows that's my weakness.
"Fine, I guess it doesn't matter anymore" I say. I'm lying.
"Thanks, I missed you"
His voice is so soothing and soft.
He pulls me in to a kiss but it doesn't last long because before I know it my big brother Cleveland is standing behind me.
"Excuse me" he says "can you and your little boyfriend give each other some space"
"Ugh, whatever, what you want Cleve, I'm taking the bus.
"All the buses done left already girl"
Dang once again I get caught up with
Marquis, miss the bus, and I have to ride home with my annoying brother and his girlfriend. He's the captain of the football team so obviously he's dating the head cheerleader. I hat- very much dislike her. One day she had the nerve to call herself my sister in-law and say that she's gonna help my failing wardrobe. You literally have no clue how many times I've told him to drop her.
   We get in the car and somehow I end up in the back once again. Cleveland cranks the radio all the way up. Cardi b and Bruno Mars sing through the speakers. We ride in silence most of the way and I stare out the window at people with their mouths wide open. They must be staring at Cleveland's G-wagon. Middle class? Not my family, we don't talk about it much but momma has a net worth of 50 million dollars and so does daddy. A total of 100 million dollars. That's why Cleveland has a G-wagon. I'm hoping I'll be next to get a car. I want a teal Lamborghini with cheetah print interior. Yea weird I know.

After we drop of Aaliyah we head home. Once we get there we walk in to the smell of pot roast.
"Hey James"
"Good evening mam, how was school?"
James has been our cook for two years now. I actually really like the man, well I like his cooking.
"Not bad, but not the best" I say wirly
"Hey baby girl, just finishing the pot roast" Daddy says
"smells good"
"Hey dad" Cleveland says
"Hey son!" Daddy says "up for a game of 2K20?"
"Yea right after I finish my homework"
"Ight then"
Later I'm in my room texting Ashlee and Cara. I love texting with Ash and Cara because they get me more than anyone else. At least most of the time. Sometime Cara could be a little bit a of butt. She gets mad about little stuff. Like clothes malfunctions and stuff, like come on girlfriend.
"If I lose one more time to this sucker" texts Cara
Like I said she a bit of a butt. She's always teasing her little poor boyfriend. I actually find it kinda amusing though. That poor little boy just trying to live his life.