Chapter 25 - If you only knew...

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~Jessica's POV

I blushed. Shoot, I shouldn't be blushing. Bakit ganito?! 

I'm over him already. Make up your mind, Jessica. I am over him. And my feelings will never ever come back. Ever again. 

Nag promise na ako sa sarili ko na hindi na babalik tong nararamdaman ko sakanya. I'm already happy and contented with Edward and Alysha. I was already happy with both of them.

Masaya nga ba ako? O' nagsisinungaling lang ako sa sarili ko?

"Jessica? Sorry... I shouldn't have said that." sabi saakin ni Damon.

Nanlaki yung mga mata ko. "Don't be sorry! It's alright... I was just... thinking about something. Well, I... uh... I missed you too, Damon.." sabi ko naman habang iniiwasan siyang tignan.

I can feel my cheeks burning up. Gahd, it's been a long time since I've blushed.

Edward never made me feel like this. Ever in my life.

But how come Damon can? Am I really not yet over him? After all these years? Without noticing it, I wa already tearing up. This is bad, I can't let Damon see me crying. I just can't. Specially that he's the reason why.

Aalis na sana ako ng may humawak sa braso ko. I was too late to run away. "Jessica? Oh god, are you crying? May masakit ba sayo, Jessica? Are hurt somewhere?" sunod sunod na tanong saakin ni Damon.

Tinignan ko sa mga mata si Damon habang umiiyak ako. "Oo. May masakit saakin. At ikaw ang dahilan kaya sumasakit yun."

Biglang tinanggal agad ni Damon yung paghawak niya saakin. "Sorry, hindi ko sinasadya na hawakan yung braso mo ng mahigpit."

Napataas yung kilay ko. Wait, akala ba ni Damon na ang masakit saakin eh yung hinawakan niya? Oh gahd----------- PFFFTTTTTTTTTTTT!!

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!" 

Biglang nanlaki yung mga mata ni Damon. "Jessica, anong nangyayare sayo? Wait, don't tell me you're just playing with me?"

Tinignan ko siya agad. "What? Of course not. Hindi naman kasi talaga yun ang rason kung bakit ako nasasaktan."

"Eh ano?"

"Ang sumasakit saakin eh itong puso ko. I feel like.. I'm lying to myself all these years. Hindi ko alam pero bakit ikaw lang ang pilit na hinahanap hanap ko? Kahit perpekto na yung buhay ko, feeling ko, kulang pa rin. Oh, Damon... if you only knew...." page-explain ko kay Damon habang hinahayaan ko na tumulo yung mga luha ko.

Damon gently held my hand. "If I only knew what... Jessica?"

"If you only knew what kind of effect you have on me.." bulong ko. 

~A/N: Sorry, short update. Gusto ko na kasi talagang mag update eh. Exams na namin next week so, baka medyo matagalan ulit next UD ko. Sorry and please do keep on supporting this story ^^

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