True Survival || Teen Wolf

3 - Thirty-one

"Who... um? What?" I asked again out of pure confusion,

"Your English teacher, Jennifer Blake," Derek said in a soft voice, "I slept with her a few days ago,"

"Oh," I said as I felt a cracking feeling in my chest, Derek didn't move he just sat there stiff, I looked down and started to play with my fingers out of anxiety as I wasn't really expected,

An eerie silence fell upon us as we sat there. I glanced at Derek but he kept his gaze down, and it was uncomfortable as I can't really recall ever seeing this level of guilt or shame on him... ever.

"Say something," Derek whispered,

"What do you want me to say?" I asked back softly,

"Anything," he muttered in a dry tone,

"Are you sure?" I asked and he nodded slowly, "well... I slept with Danny,"

"You did what!" Derek snapped, doing a complete 180 on his previous state,

"....and Ethan," I said timidly shrugging my shoulders,

This made Derek fly to his feet and he stared down at me with a look of shook and anger.

"You did what!? With who!?" he asked aggressively,

"Well hello Mr. Kettle, nice to meet you, I'm Mr. Pot," I said jokingly as I got off the ledge to stand across from him,

"Leo don't joke right now, did you seriously sleep with one of the twins?" he asked aggressively,

"Well yea," I said shrugging my shoulders, "the other one's is straight,"

Derek ran his hand down his face aggressively and started to walk back and forth. Muttering to himself, and I watched the man in awe, at his sudden change.

"So I guess we both made some mistakes huh?" I asked scratching my neck,

"Yes, yes we did," Derek said coming to a stop, "but I didn't have a threesome,"

"I didn't almost get someone pregnant," I retorted and I saw the color drain from his face,

"How did you-" Derek started to say but began to stutter,

"You don't have a basic first aid kit in this place, I know you don't buy condoms," I said crossing my arms with a smug smile,

"I've never needed them before," Derek said smirking at me,

"Last time wasn't like before," I sassed raising an eye brow, and he huffed at me before looking away,

"I was in a bad place, I was weak and vulnerable," he admitted to me,

"And I thought you were dead, which doesn't make it better, but it was a lapse of really bad judgement at the time," I told him, I looked down then back to him, "but you weren't dead, you were alive, and instead of trying to contact us, contact me... you were doing the devil's tango with Misses Blake,"

"Leo," Derek started, he took a step towards me but I stepped back,

"You chose her, over me," I said to myself,

"Leo I didn't choose her, she was just there-" he started to say

"And I would have been there for you if you had just called me Derek!" I snapped at him, "this is so stupid,"

I turned and started to walk away but I felt him grab my wrist again.

"This time your gonna lose that hand Der," I said through gritted teeth, as I felt my face started to turn, I looked back at Derek to see his face had changed as well, "Let. Me. Go."