For most people, it's nothing but a frightening dream.
But to those who have lost something so valuable.
Buried in guilt and regret, nightmares are not scary.
In fact, they are beautiful but as do all dreams they end.
The end is where the real nightmares start.
You're happy with everything you had.
Yet in a blink of an eye, it's all gone.
In a snap, you're back in reality.
The realization that none of it was real, might be one of the most painful things one can feel.
A sensation that brings tears to the eyes.
In the bright lights of the mornings, sitting someone who
Lost everything for the hundredth time.
The constant longing of the heart and a drizzle of insanity.
Makes up for the deepest depths of anguish.
The need to scream and wail is the first thing you wake up to.
The agonizing pain that no word would ever be enough to explain.
You are caged in sorrow.
The Internal conflict of pain and numbness equates to a numbing pain.
Pain that is enough to kill but Numb enough to still feel.
It's Hell inside your body, mind, and soul.
These are the real nightmares.
The ones that can't be put into words.
Something even the mind can't fathom
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Darkness
Non-Fiction//Sensitive topics\\ Hopefully to help someone feel again because sometimes it's better to feel pain than feel nothing.
