Oumami

Ouma's Confession (Bad ending)

!!TW!! Suicide

[Kokichi's POV]

This is it. This is the day I confess. Rantaro Amami. The guy I loved ever since I met him... Today is when I'm gonna confess my love.

[During lunch break]

"Hey Amami-chan!~" I shout as I run over to him.

"Oh, hey Ouma!" He says in his normal calm manner. "You seem a lot more energetic than you usually are, is something up?" He questions.

"Oh, nothing much, but I have something to ask you!" I say happily, hiding my anxiousness.

"What is it?" He asks, slightly tilting his head in curiosity.

"Well... c-could you meet me outside the gates after school?"

Oh god why did I stutter.

"Sure, why not" He says, slightly confused.

[Skip to after school]

[Rantaro's POV]

As school ended, I walked out of the gates to see Ouma already waiting there, looking as if he was anxious. "Hey Ouma!" I shout over to him as I walk over to where he is standing.

"Oh, um hey!" He says back nervously.

Something isn't right, he's never nervous.

[Kokichi's POV]

This is it. It's now or never. I have to confess now.

"So, what is it you wanted to tell me?" He asks.

"Well um..." I trail off, getting lost in my own thoughts.

Shoot. How do I confess.

"So?" He says.

"Well, I've wanted to tell you this for a long time..." I say, almost trailing off again.

"Basically..."

"I LIKE YOU OKAY!" I blurted out.

Everybody looked over at us. I immediately covered my mouth in embarrassment.

Great.

[Rantaro's POV]

I looked over at him in shock.

I just... didn't know how to react..

"I'm sorry but..."

[Kokichi's POV]

"I don't like you in the same way."

...

Those words hit me like an arrow.

"O-oh, that's fine, I-I understand.." I managed to squeak out before I ran away, back home.

I could hear everybody laughing and muttering about me as I ran home, holding in tears.

[3rd person POV]

Rantaro looked over the crowd of laughing, muttering students to see Kokichi running away, obviously hurt. He tried to run after Kokichi but was caught up in the ocean of people. He felt so bad, he didn't mean to hurt Kokichi.

[A few days later]

[Kokichi's POV]

Life was horrible. Everyday I would get mocked and bullied because of my confession. People would make fun of me for being gay. I felt ashamed of myself all the time because people would constantly shame me. I had no friends, life just got worse and worse.

I couldn't take it anymore.

As soon as the bell rung, I rushed out of the school, straight home. I couldn't take living anymore.

I knew exactly what I had to do next.

I got the rope and the chair, I wrote a letter hoping that Rantaro would find it. I went to my room and tied the rope then stood on the chair.

"Just don't think, it'll all be over soon."

The chair fell down as he took his final breath.

It's all over.

All gone.

Now he's greeting death.

(See what I did there haha)

[The next day]

[Rantaro's POV]

I walked into class and surprisingly Kokichi wasn't there. That's strange, he doesn't ever miss class. I didn't think much of it though.

The whole day went by really slowly for some reason...

Is it because Kokichi isn't here?

Now that I think about it, do I have feelings for him?

[A few days later]

I'm getting really concerned now.

Kokichi hasn't been here for a few days now, I'm the only one that seems to care though.

After school, I'm gonna go to his house.

[After school]

Finally, school was over.

I rushed over to his house and knocked on the door.

No reply.

I tried again.

No reply.

I tried turning the doorknob and it actually opened.

That worried me.

I cautiously walked in while looking around to try find him.

"Kokichi? Kokichi!" I yelled.

Still no reply.

I was getting really worried at this point.

I walked into his room and there it was...

He was just...

Hanging there.

I saw a letter on the floor as the tears rolled down my face.

'Dear Rantaro,

As you can see, I'm dead now.. It must be a horrible sight to see. I'm sorry I did this but I couldn't take it anymore. I had enough with the bullying and shaming, I just wanted it to be over. I'm sorry I had to bring you so much despair but remember I will always be watching over you. I lost my fight but don't lose yours, remember, there are many people who still care about you.

Well, this is it world.

Goodbye.'

I held the letter close to my chest as I burst out into tears.

"Why would you do this..." I thought to myself.

"You could've just told me, I could've helped you..."

This is all my fault. It's my fault he's dead. It's my fault he got bullied. It's all my fault.

THE END.

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