~Yook Sung Jae's POV~
I wanted to make her feel touched since it was our last day on filming We Got Married. I choose the song "Hug me" by Jeong Joon-Il, I prepared so much for this day cuz I want Soo Young to feel what I truly feel and by that song I want her to hear and feel what I actually wanna say to her even before that I can't orally say to her.
Before going to our filming site, all I feel is sadness. I want to cry but I force my self not to cuz I don't want to make her feel bad on our last day.
I was fixing my things and a chat pop-up in to my phone. It was Soo Young!
Text Message
" Oppa, I'll go first in our filming site", she said
" Alright, just wait for me there! See you!" I replied.
We met backstage, she's not the typical Soo Young that I met cuz her face looks down and sad she's not the cheerful Soo Young I know. But I understand her.
We sat on the chair at the stage. It was the theater that we've watched a horror movie.
She really look sad. She smiles but it's not a sincere smile that Soo Young's do. I know she was just pretending to be happy.
I do usually joke, so I joke around to make her laugh but I know she doesn't like it now.
HE-HE
I really mean it "She's the one I was looking for" but she say something that I almost cried
" I know your Ideal type is noona (older woman/sister) but it comes out to be me. WAHH I finally said it" -she said
I feel bad for Soo Young, I wish I didn't say those things.
I am truly in love with her my Ideal types are now pretty meaningless. I hate myself saying those things. I don't want to end it like this. We're not even starting yet. But I know this will not be the end for us. We're so comfortable to each other even on or off -cam. We care for each other. And I know we have special part in each others hearts.
Reminiscing our memories together.....
*Soo Young's Birthday at club
* Our sleepover with Grandma
* Surprising Soo Young at her practice room
* Our movie date
* Car surprise for Her
* Our Wedding at Everland
* Our molded lip rings
And Etc.
We cherished every moment we're together. I'm sincerely happy being with her for a short period of time.
I wish I could be with her for many more time.
Meanwhile.....
I started to sing "Hug me" by Jeong Joon-Il
"nae gyeot-e iss-eo-jweo ,nae-ge meo-mul-leo-jweo ( Stay with me, stay with me)
ne son-eul jab-eun nal, noh-chi-ji mal-a-jweo
(Please, do not miss me for the moment I held your hand.)
i-reoh-ke ni-ga han-geol-eum, meol-eo-ji-myeon (And if you walked away, like this)
nae-ga han-geol-eum deo, ga- myeon dwe-janh-a (Maybe I'll take another step towards you.)
As i walk towards her, she was crying and she stood and hug me.
She really cried so hard. I hugged her back as she lean on my shoulders shedding tears.
I continue singing....
nan neo-reul sa-rang-hae nan neo-reul sa-rang-hae~
(I love you, i love you,)
gin chim-mok sok-e-seo so-ri nae we-chil-ge~
(I shout it out after staying in this long silence,)
eo-ri-seok-go na-yak-ha-gi-man han nae ma-eum-eul~
(It may seem weak and childish, but it's my true feelings)
That time I just want to cherish that moment with Soo Young. I really wish to be with her more but I think this may be the end?
I love her and I will keep loving her until the end.
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Inseparable Love
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