Joey was drunk as hell
I asked Tot after we left and I realized that, if she was buckled. She was, and braced herself on the seats too
We were in the back. Me on the right and her in the middle. Otw to get Brad.
Joey had the music way too high and I was struggling. Too loud.
Tot noticed that tho and put her hand on my knee.
Then we hit the curve.
It was a sharp one we swung around to the other lane, but then he yanked the wheel the other way. Dreamer pulled the wheel to try to straighten us out. Joey yanked harder.
We fishtailed around and Tot started chewing him out. He's totally plastered. Dreamer apologized for him.
I told him to pull over and he didn't. he kept going.
At this point I'm scared and Tot starts freaking out and all I can think is about the Bean.
we make it to Samsung and I jump out. So does Tot. Brad gets in, confused, til I make him get back out by gesturing.
Joey is very angry and they leave
Tot is crying and I'm not. Tot is sitting on the curb, I'm walking around in even circles tapping my hands together some way.
We contact my aunt.
she's coming.
We move closer to the front of the building and Tot starts telling Brad what happened. I try to help tell the story but I only got a few words out til I had to stop. kept pacing a f tapping my hands.
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Aunt got there and we left.
On the way down the road, nobody asked why I was being quiet.
I changed to rubbing my hands together.
Uncle tried to touch my knee and I swatted him away. I really didn't want to explain. He didn't get it? Tot just said "Pa, I don't think he wants to be touched"
thank everything,, I was going to cry..
I keep my hands going. Tried to look at Tot to say thank you through my eyes. Doesn't happen, I saw her nose than nothing. But she was looking at me so she knows.
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Anyway, I'm writing this, while still not really talking.
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Picked this up a day later. I can comfortably talking to everyone again. Idk what happened, but nobody really questioned me when I wasn't.
Tot is okay too, so that's really good.
