Back and forth|Jxdn

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"Hey Emily!" Noah said standing up and walking towards me.

"Hi" i smiled as he pulled me into a hug, I hugged him back and we pulled away. I looked at abby and she smiled weakly, I smirked at her and she blushed.

"Come sit with us" she said patting at the place next to her on bed.

"Im sorry if im interrupting your conversation, i can go if you want" i said looking at Noah before deciding to sit down.

"No no of course not!" He said giving me a side hug " i know that you don't like parties and me neither. nor abby indeed, so we can just sit her together for a while okay?" He said smiling, he's so nice wtf?!.

"Well i can say abby is one lucky girl to have someone like you" I chuckled and sat next to her.

"Yeah i am" she said shyly. They both just looked at each and starting staring, i haven't been here for too long i know but I think I better get out of here rn lmao.

"im thirsty...... so im gonna go get something to drink" i said standing up , walking to the door.

"Are you sure?" Abby looked at me after breaking that eye contact.

"100% , see ya! Have fun" i yelled the last part as I walked out the room. I walked down the hall and as i was making it finally down the stairs I heard someone talking. The voice was familiar it was josh.

"So what's with that girl.. what was her name again?" The guy he was talking to asked. I know it's wrong to eve drop AGAIN, because all i get from it is shit , just like the last time, but I guess he's talking about me so I think I should wait and see what he's gonna say.

"She's hot and hard to get" he chuckled. That's a compliment right?

"She is!" The guy chuckled " so do you like her or something?"

"Fuck no, she's just hot and i wanted to taste her. Yea she's hard to get but that's the challenge, plus remember Nessa?!" he laughed proudly. Wait what?! Is he playing with me? What about Nesaa?? Did they date? I liked him like actually liked him , even tho I don't do relationships, and all i get is this?? And then people ask me why I never dated anyone! Yeah i think this is the most obvious prove I could give!

"Damn dude you're dangerous" the other guy laughed knocking fists with him. It this point i feel my face heat up with anger and everything is red at this point, but I don't want to do anything now, i will get revenge but not now , i will take it slowly. But now i have to distract myself.

ALCOHOL

I've always taught myself that drinking is never the answer but at this point who cares, i was being played and after I thought he actually liked me it turned out that he only wanted to get in my pants, which for sure he will never get the chance to. I went downstairs and straight to the kitchen, when I walked inside it was all the boys and girls except noah, abby and josh of course. I tried my best to fake a smile and i think they believed me but I don't care at this point.

"Wassup Emily" Blake smiled and gave me a hug.

"Nothing really, you?" I smiled weakly hugging him back.

"Partying" he smiled and we pulled away.

"Hey addi?" I whispered at her.

"Yes baby" She looked at me.

"I want uhh...." I swallowed my breath " i want a drink" I smiled weakly. Her eyes widened of course because she knows me too well and she knows that I would never drink, under any condition.

"But you don't drink like at all" she said concerned.

"I know but i want to" i said , now the conversation turned into a hearable one.