love is happiness...
love is smiling when you here that person's voice...
love is the butterflies in your tummy no matter how many times you see that person...
love is when you look at them and smile for no reason...
love is seeing an imperfect person perfectly...
love is painful...
love is hard...
love is sacrifice...
love is sadness...
"Can I live without the happiness? Can I live with that sadness? I don't know... I don't know anything anymore"
I remembered that once I fell in love with a Gangster. I don't know when and how it happened. But I do remember saying that
"I have fallen for this one of a kind gangster. Oh wait, let me scratch that. I LOVED this stupid gangster... I gave him happiness while he gave me suicide in return. I know, it sucks but I never regretted loving him in the first place... maybe I did"
I also remember loving everything about him including his flaws... Friends told me that we met in a very spontaneous way... And then everything happened so fast...
But... Who's this gangster?? I know two gangsters but...
Which one am I dating?
Yan ang mga katagang tumatak sa ating puso't isipan. Maaring matagaltagal na nating hindi nakikita ang mga yan ngunit ito'y hindi parin natin nalilimutan.
Oo, nawala na siya pero hindi parin natin siya makakalimutan.
Natawa, nagalit, kinilig at nalungkot tayo. Maraming bagay ang nangyari pero hindi parin ako sumusuko...
Nagmahal ako muli pero...
Parang hindi parin ako buo...
Parang parating may kulang...
Parati na lang akong malungkot...
Akala ko pagnagmahal ulit ako mawawala na yung sakit...
Pero bakit ganun? Mas nahirapan pa ko...
Mas nasaktan pa ako...
Bakit???
Dahil ba naalala ko lahat lahat ng alaala niya?
Bakit ganon? Bakit kahit anong gawin ko hindi parin mawala yung sakit???
Sabi ko di ako susuko pero...
Bakit parang gusto ko nang sumuko?...
Isang taon na...
Hindi ko na kaya...
Hindi ko na kayang tanggapin na wala na talaga siya...
Ayoko na...
Hindi ko na kaya...
Athena...
Mahal na Mahal kita...
Bakit iniwan mo agad ako?
Athena...
Masaya ka ba?
Ako kasi hinde...
Athena...
Ano bang kailangan kong gawin para mawala yung sakit...
Tulungan mo ko...
Athena...
Hindi ko na talaga kaya...
Athena...
Please bumalik ka na.
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Forever and Ever
FanfictionA fanfiction of Ms. Bianca Bernardino's story, She's Dating The Gangster. "Time heals all wounded hearts." "How can you heal if my heart is already dead?" ☆ミ ☆彡☆ミ ☆彡☆ミ ☆彡☆ミ ☆彡☆ミ ☆彡☆ミ ☆彡 Lovebabe... She is his love. She is his Life. But what if your...
