(this is a collection of reasons to cut)
because it's the only pain I can control.
because I think I deserve it.
because I over think things.
because I'm smart and that's all I'll ever be.
because I'm a useless blonde.
because nobody cares.
because I'm fat.
because I'm alone.
because I know one day it'll be too much.
because no one knows
because I'd rather hear the cry, feel the pain and see the blood.
because I don't want to, I need to.
because everyone is right.
because I'm worthless.
