Mammon x OC (Angst/Lemon)

Diffcult Relationship

I was laying on my bed, crying. Mammon and I have been seeing eachother for a couple of weeks, but the other brothers don't know. I have been here for 3 months now, and honestly Mammon makes it worth being here.

Even if it's difficult to spend time with him because of his brothers, I still enjoy any moment I get with him. I don't really like the way his brothers talk down on him, he is not perfect and has flaws but, there is more to him than that. He is caring and sweet, I have seen him.

But lately all he does is avoid me, and he is not evening being tsundere about it. He looks so sad all the time, and when try to talk to him he just ignores me. The complete opposite of before our secret love life.

Mammon was always was in my room, attached to my hip, shooing his brothers off me, and acting tsundere with me. But now he's so quiet, and stays as far as he can from me.

"Brandi?" I heard Beel knock on my door. "It's time for dinner." I get up out of bed, and slowly walked to the door. I didn't really wanna leave my room, to scared to see Mammon.

I open the door, and there stands the loveable giant. Beel looked down at me with confusion in his eyes, "Brandi? Were you crying?" He asked warily. I quickly wiped my eyes with my sleeve. "No." I answered sternly. "Let's go." I walked down the stairs to dining room.

I walked into the dining where everyone greeted me, keeping my head down the entire time. Everyone seemed to catch my gloomy mood, and they all went silent.

I walked to my chair and sat down, my head still down. Levi sat infront, "Brandi, what's wrong?" He asked me, "You didn't come join me for Ruri-chan. You promised we would watch it today."

"I'm sorry Levi, I was just tired and taking a nap." I lied. "Are you sure? You seen so gloomy."

Then, something happened that made me shake. Mammon walked into the dining room, with Beel behind him. I then looked down at my thighs, avoiding eye contact with him. Mammon then walked over and took his usually place beside me.

I tried my best eat, but with Mammon there I just wanted to cry and run back to my room. But, I didn't want the brothers to find out about us so I did my best to hide how I felt.

Then Satan asked a question I never wanted to hear, "Mammon why are ignoring Brandi?"

"Why are you asking?" Mammon asked.

"I'm just asking. Normally you would be all over her, telling her she needs to eat everything off her plate, and making sure she's taking care of herself."

"It's nothing." Mammon responded.

"It is quite strange." Asmo joined in, "I was painting Brandi's nails in my room yesterday, and you didn't barge in and scream at me. What is going between you two?"

"I told you it's nothing!" Mammon said sternly.

I was the brink of tears, "Brandi are you ok?" Levi asked concern. Not being able to take it, I got up out of my seat and ran to my room, crying the way there.

I slammed my door shut and jumped on my bed sobbing into my pillow.

••••••••••

I didn't know how much time had passed, but it had to have been awhile. I decided to go back downstairs.

After walking down the steps, I could here distant talking from the living room. I walked over and heard the brother's talking.

"What are we going to do?" Asked Beel.

"I don't know. But Mammon hasn't come out of his room since." Satan responded.

Mammon was in his room? Maybe this could be my chance to talk to him.

I walked over to the hall where the brother's rooms were. I walked over to Mammon's door, and slowly turn the knob. The door opened, he must have forgot to lock it. I slowly stepped inside trying not make sound. I walked inside and saw Mammon sitting on his bed, with a sad look on his face.

"Mammon?" I said, announcing my presence. Mammon jumped slightly, looking up at me. But he quickly looked back down on the ground.

"Mammon, please talk to me." I said, "Why are you ignoring me?"

Mammon sat there quietly, looking as if he was preparing himself for whatever he was about to say.

Then, he got up from his bed and walked over to me.

"We need to break up." He announced.

I stood there, not knowing what to think. "Why?" I asked.

Mammon went silent again, looking down at the ground. "Mammon please. Talk to me." I begged, with a shaking voice.

"Because..." he paused. "You're...too perfect...for me." Mammon said, his voice slightly shaken.

What? That's why he's been avoiding me?

"What are talking about?" I asked him.

"You know what I mean. Your nice, sweet, everything I'm not. Even my brothers know it. You deserve better than me." Mammon said looking down at the floor still.

I stood there not knowing what to say, but I know I could maybe do something. I went up and hugged him as tight as I could.

Mammon jumped back from my sudden movements, but he stood there still. "That's not true Mammon. We're not all perfect, but that doesn't make us any less of people. I don't give a shit about what your brothers think. I love you. I love you so much." I almost cried.

I felt Mammon wrap his arms around gently. I pressed my self more against him, feeling happy to feel his embrace again.

I pulled away to look up at him, and I smiled at him. He leaned down so his eyes met mine. I could feel his breath against my face. I inched closer, my lips quivering.

We closed the gap between us, our lips touching. It started out as light kisses, then I could feel Mammon get more passionate by the second. He backed me up against the door, locking it.

I saw exactly where this was going.

His lips met mine again and again. "Fuck." He breathed out in-between. But he backed away quickly, "No. No, I can't do this."

I pulled him back for another kiss. I pushed him back towards the bed, and I pushed him back onto his mattress.

"Brandi? What are you doing?" Mammon asked nervously, his face red.

I climbed on top of him, and pushed him down back on the bed.

"Loving you." Brandi replied.