Remembrance

The beginning

A/N;
Hey guys, I just wanted to start before jumping into the story with a quick message. A quick disclaimer, I haven't written in a very long time and I've never written cm so I'm not sure how this is gonna be. I'd greatly appreciate any feedback or ideas for future chapters. One last thing, this is a spencer X reader story. I really hope that you enjoy. :)

Your nose burns as your throat develops a knot. It felt like someone drove their hand in your chest and pulled your heart out. You feel your eyes start to water and your vision blur. Everything hurt but at the same time you felt nothing.

"Y/n... please look at me"

"Please Spence... just don't." You manage to slip out the words through the burning in your throat.
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6 months earlier
  You wake up to the screaming of the alarm, 7:29am. Groaning as you read the flashing numbers on the device you pull yourself out of bed. After going to the bathroom and getting ready for the day you open your closet revealing a wardrobe full of mom jeans, collared shirts and a variety of sweaters. After getting dressed you head to the library, one of your favorite places.

  After going to the library almost every day for the last few months, you've became close with all of the regulars there. Today was different, after selecting a few books off the shelf you see someone knew sitting at one of the tables. He was tall and lean, roughly 6ft maybe taller. You couldn't help but notice his style and how it slightly resembles yours. He wore nice pants but on his feet there were converse, on his torso a light blue collared polo sat underneath a black button up sweater. Something about him drew you in.

"Hey, I've never seen you here before" you give him a lighthearted smile.

"Into the criminal mind" he says closing his book and meeting your gaze.

You look at him confused.

"Your book, are you interested in criminal psychology?" he asks smiling breaking the silence that was just created.

"Oh, yeah. I'm actually studying it in university right now. I've always had a fascination for the criminal mind since I was younger and becoming a profiler in the BAU has been my dream job for as long as I can remember" you laugh to cover up your nerves.

"That's great, I'm Spencer" he smiles at you

"I'm y/n" you say reaching out your hand

"Nice to meet you y/n, I don't really do handshakes though. Studies have shown it's actually safer to kiss"

You look at him expressionless, taken off guard with what he said.

"I've got to go" he smiles after getting a text on his phone.

A/N: I know this chapter was really short I just needed something to get the ball rolling. Feel free to leave any tips or ideas and I'll take them all into consideration :). This was also unedited so sorry if the grammar wasn't very good.