take a break ♡

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(I also wrote a slightly different but slightly the same version of this about sapnap in my sapnap imagines book, if you haven't yet go read that one too!!) (I think this version is better to be honest idk)

Y/n pov

Lately I've been very stressed, and with the negative impact that social media has had on my mental health recently, I think it's best if I give myself a break from being online for some time.

Not being able to decide wether or not I should let my fans know or I should just disappear, I sit on my bed and sigh.

Part of the reason I've been so unhappy lately is because I haven't seen Karl in weeks. We were both busy for a whole week straight and the last week and a half he's been traveling around the country with jimmy, chandler and chris, filming for the mr beast channel.

Of course, I have FaceTime, messages and more to keep in contact with him, but not being able to spend quality time with your boyfriend can take a toll on you, especially when it happens to be at the same time you need the support from loved ones.

Work, social life, relationship, bills, responsibilities, everything, it's stressful.

I open my contacts and click on FaceTime for Karl.

Making a FaceTime call to K❤️...

Call declined.

Text notification
im so sorry love we are about to film I'll call you in a few hours.

babe, it's 10pm here already
I'll probably be asleep.

i promise ill call you
tomorrow morning. I love you.

I put the phone down and sigh, putting my head in my hands. I miss him so much

I go to my computer and open Twitter, and start a new tweet

@Y/ntwitter
guys, im going to be taking a break from social media, not sure how long for! been dealing with some stuff and need some time to cope. lol. see y'all in a bit! love u guys the most.

I hit send, and leaned back in my chair.

After sitting there for a few minutes, I accidentally fell asleep, right there at my desk and gaming setup.

I wake up hours later in my pitch black room, realizing I passed out in the chair.

I turn my pc back on to see the current time is 4am.

I grab my phone again and check my notifications, multiple coming from Twitter, some friends checking in on me, and nothing from Karl.

I go through my replies on my tweet, most being supportive, telling me to take my time, a few trolls saying the occasional "I don't care" and "who asked" none of which bother me anymore

Noticed a tweet reply coming from Karl himself, just saying " :( "

I look through the replies to his tweet, and see a whole different type of reaction

A lot of "Karl what did you do" and "oh no I hope there isn't anything going on with Karl and y/n"

I like a few random tweets, and go back to sleep

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