The shooting that changed everything

The Week Before: Wednesday;

I woke up early this morning ready to get to school so I could chat with my friends. But it wasn't about the regular stuff, you see I am gay and I have my sights set for this boy,Alex, and if you saw him you'd fall too. ~ON THE MORNING BUS~ Well here I sit on this disgusting bus full of trash and smells that are indescribable. Anyway my neighbors are really good friends of mine and we chat on the bus sometimes, but they go to a different school. Anyway I also have to switch busses too so I get on 2 busses in the morning and afternoon. And Alex rides my second bus. Anyway I'm one of the only LGBT kids at school because we live in a rural area full of closed minded people. But it's okay because I learned to ignore them. Well we're almost at school and Alex is sitting behind me so I'm hella nervous to move. I fidget with my hands to help myself to not think about it but I just can't stop. So I try to talk to him.   / failed \ At School 7:09 AM: Well we're at school and I'm talking with Jennette and Jennifer about you know Alex. Sometimes they say I talk to much about him but I don't know how. 8:00 AM Well the bell has rung and Jennette, Jennifer, and I are heading to class together. 1st period: Spanish;   Alex is also in this class with me and I sit behind him so I don't pay attention and Madam Mariã gets mad at me but it doesn't matter that much. Because I SIT BEHIND FREAKING ALEX!!!!!! 6th Period Math;    Guess what! Alex talked to me in 3rd period. Most likely because we were doing an in class project together, but that is irrelevant because HE talked to ME!! Afternoon bus: 2:47 PM; Alex is also on my afternoon bus too so I get that satisfaction too. But that is irrelevant because here in New Hampshire it's to cold to be happy. Home: 10:38 PM; Well I'm about to go to bed. So yeah I hope Alex likes me like I like him.

        Authors Note: Thank you guys so much and it is an honor to be writing on here for whoever reads this. The next part is to be expected by Friday!!