My Euphoria

Chapter 2

Irene's POV

( Rated SPG) (Patnubay at gabay ng mga magulang ay kailangan)

"Fuck it Somi, sh*t  ahhh aghhhh sige pa please love" i moaned as i grasp Somi's back. T*ng*n* ang sarap, ang sarap ng ginagawa ni Somi sa akin.

"I love you Irene, i love you so much" she told me while she sucks everything in me, damn it, sobrang sarap ng ginagawa niya, she carried me from bed and pinned me against the wall. "F*ck it heavens ang sarap mo Irene" she aggresively said, she kissed me torridly and trailed her lips from mine to my breats, she sucked one of my nipple and played the other. "You're mine Irene, your body, everything about you is mine" she stopped what she's doing and told me. " All yours my love" I answered then she kissed me again, when she was about to go down again, someone knocked on the door. "p*t*ng*n*" i said to Somi. Nag tinginan kami ni Somi na parang pareho kami ng iniisip. "F*ck, it could be Lisa" said Somi. Biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko, sh*t hindi lang sana.

Ilang ulit pa ng katok, nag decide si Somi na buksan, when she opened the door, hindi ko ma aninag kung sino, but just when I said "Love, sino yan" my whole body froze, hiya, takot and guilt ang naramdaman ko. The love of my life, p*t* anong ginawa ko, Lisa, sh*t. "Baby, please, don't leave me, i am so fucking sorry, i fucked up but hindi ko kayang mawala ka sa akin babe" i let that out nung akmang aalis siya, hinawakan ko agad ang braso ni Lisa, "f*ck ghad anong nagawa ko" sabi ko sa sarili ko. "Lis, i'm sorry, hindi ko sinasadyang ma in love sa kanya, hindi din namin sinasadyang may mangyaring ganito" agad na depense ni Somi kay Lisa.

Nakita ko ang galit sa mga mata ng taong alam kong mahal ako at mahal na mahal ko, p*t*ng*n* anong nagawa ko. Sinampal ako ni Lisa, that was the first time nakita ko ang galit ni Lisa, she was always sweet, understanding, sobrang haba ng pasensya sa akin ng babaeng mahal ko, p*t* what have i done. She left, she left without letting me explain, ano pa nga ba na explanation ang magagawa ko, sobrang guilty ako, sobrang selfish ko, p*t* nasaktan ko ang taong walang ibang ginawa kundi ang mahalin ako.

"Love, i'll talk to Lisa. Since alam na niya, at least we could be legal na." Napaka kapal ng mukha ng babaeng 'to. Yes, hindi ko mahal si Somi, wala akong nararamdaman sa kanya kundi libog lang at wala akong planong ipag palit si Lisa sa kanya pero p*t*ng*n* tadhana na ang gumawa ng paraan para turu-an ako ng leksyon. "You know that i don't love you right, you know that all i want from you sex, right?" I said, lutang na ako, wala akong ibang inisip kundi ang paano kami ni Lisa. "What the actual f*ck are you talking about Irene? So ano to? For 1 year and a half, it was just all for sex? For pleasure? P*t*ng*n* mo. Pinili kita and i chose to hurt my best friend's feelings, winasak ko ang kaisa-isang taong naniniwala sakin kasi mahal kita!" Sigaw ni Somi sakin, f*ck im dead. Hindi na ako makapag salita, hindi ako maka galaw, namanhid buong katawa ko, umiiyak lang ako. Ang tanging nasa isip ko, paano ko kakausapin si Lisa, paano ko hahanapin ang taong mahal ko pero pinili kong saktan, sh*t. T*ng*n*n*ng libog 'to.

"No, you are not gonna f*ck*ng go back to Lisa, you're mine Irene, all mine" then she slapped me hard. Pinilit niya akong ipag pa tuloy ang ginagawa namin kanina pero ayoko na, dahil sa wala na akong lakas at iyak lang ako ng iyak, hinayaan ko si Somi sa gusto niya, malaki rin ang kasalanan ko sa kanya.

Lisa's POV

I grabbed my phone and checked it, it's 2pm in the afternoon, another 20 miscalls from Irene, 20 texts from her also, but pinili kong hindi buksan. Tumayo ako sa kama, namamaga pa ang mata ko, ang sakit ng ulo ko. I walked out from  the room, and i tried finding Jisoo, but she's nowhere to be found. Nag tanong ako sa kasambahay nila and told me na umalis na siya kanina pang umaga. I texted her saying thank you for last night at pagpapatulog sa akin sa bahay niya. I drove back to our house and nag decide na sa condo ng papa ko muna ako mag sstay since hindi alam ni Irene yun, i wanna disappear, ayaw ko siyang makita, kinamumuhi-an ko siya. One last semester at matatapos na ako, business administration ang course namin ni Irene since puro business man and woman ang parents namin. As im driving, tumawag si Irene, sa galit ko tinapon ko ang phone ko. Ayoko na malala ang lahat ng namagitan sa amin, na isip ko paano ang photos dun, but then my senses came back, i don't need her photos. Galit, galit lang ang nararamdaman ko. I treated her right, i loved her the way no one could ever love her, i respect her so much as much as i respect her parents, but she chose to hurt me, she turned me into pieces. As i arrived at the condo, agad kong pina ayos ang mga gamit ko sa mga katulong ko, i gotta go sa mall, madami akong kailangang bilhin, una na diyan ang cellphone.

I arrived at one of our malls, una akong pumunta sa cellphone department, but someone caught my attention, there's this girl, naka smile, naka gummy smile, ang ganda ng mata niya, ang ganda ng buhok niya, ang kinis niya pa. I snapped back to reality when the lady entertaining me called out my name "Ms. Manoban, everything is fixed na po" without looking at her and still staring at the girl i said " thank you" then umalis na ako.

After i ran my errands, i settled na tawagan si Chaeng, i know my closest friends, alam kong alam na niya ang nangyari at nag aalala na din yun.

"Chaeng, hi" i said.

"P*t*ng*n* mo Lisa Manoban, kanina pa ako tawag ng tawag sayo pati si Jisoo, nag aalala kami sayo, nasan ka? Bat wala ka sa bahay niyo?  Kumain kana?"

"Chaeng, okay lang ako. Nasa condo ako ni papa, don't worry, i'm fine" i lied.

"F*ck it, stop acting like you're not hurting"

"I'll be fine, thank you Cheang" i ended the call.

Ff. Nasa isang bar ako, girls party, exclusive for people like me. Andaming babae, andaming lumalapit, pero inom lang ako ng inom. Until one thing hit me, "nagawa niyang makipag sex while she's telling me she loves me, why could i not do it na im single" then, may isang babaeng lumapit sa akin "hmm, Lisa Manoban, the billionaire, all alone in a bar, you want company?" Wala na akong sinagot, i kissed her aggressively, hinatak ko siya papuntang cr sa itaas ng bar kasi alam kong walang masyadong gumagamit dun, i pinned her against the wall, i kissed her torridly, sucked her tongue and never letting it go, i trailed her body with my fingers and i think it turned her on, she's gasping from my kiss, running for her breath she told me "f*ck me Lisa, please" and i did, unzipped her dress and sucked her breast, real hard, i played with her nipple, and as i run through her body, she's in a good shape, hot, sexy and i am actually aroused, i dragged her to the counter and binuhat siya pa itaas, i kissed her from neck, and suck it leaving marks, down to her stomach, circling my tongue until i reached to her center, i'll f*ck her but i will never let her touch me. I played along with her clit, teasing her and smiling, i said "is it good?" "Damn it Lisa, ipasok mo na please" i slid 2 of my fingers inside her, and thrust it repeatedly, i sucked her clit while i thrust my now 3 fingers. She arched her back when she's about to cum, ang grab my hair, all along she's just moaning.. "aghhh Lisa, sh*t if i have only known you're good at this, i should have let you do it long before ahhh" i did not stop "Lisa, ahhhh my heavens, im about to cum" when she cummed, i stopped, i reached out for her dress, and give it to her. "Is that it? You won't be sleeping with me?" She asked me directly. "I don't sleep with anybody" i coldly replied and left the place.