• introvert vs ambivert •

chapter 8

it was kinda hot.

the way his eyebrows were scrunched together. he has a cute nose. his cheeks look so soft and squishy, i just wanted to squeeze them. his lips. they were parted and he was breathing a little heavily since he had just screamed at someone. his face looked so soft and smooth. he has 2 moles on his nose, they just complemented his face and made him look even more attractive. and lastly his eyes. i could stare at them all day and never get tired of them. he said something to me but i didn't hear very clearly, until i took notice of where his arms were around my waist, so i quickly jumped out of them.

we sat and ate our ice cream, then we walked out to go to the park.

i wondered what he was thinking about though. he nearly bumped into someone, and i quickly pull him out of the way. maybe he didn't want to hang out with me. maybe he just wanted to return the favour for me finding his keychain. i decided to ask him if everything was okay. i didn't want anything bothering him.

"you okay?" he turned to look at me kind of shocked, but then his eyes softened.

'weird'

"yea im fine" although i was still not satisfied with his answer

"you seem very deep in thought"

"uhh yea just got a bit on my mind"

we finally got to the park and we walked over to sit on the swings. i always come to this park whenever i need time to myself. just to think and collect my thoughts. it gets lonely with just me and sunoo in the house, so i come out and observe the people around me. yea i know it's weird, but it's something i like to do. seeing children play around with their parents, having the time of their lives. i wish i could go back to those times. when my parents were actually around and cared for me and sunoo. i stopped thinking about that, and let it sit at the back of my mind. i realised sunghoon still looked a bit out of it.

"you wanna talk about it?" i carefully asked incase he didn't want to talk. and i was right.

"no it's okay" i was a bit sad that i couldn't be of any help to him. i hate feeling useless. i looked away from him and tried to distract myself.

"thanks though"

i looked back at him a bit shocked, but also.....

happy?

i was happy that he was at least thankful that i cared.

i decided to shut up and we just sat there in a comfortable silence. although the big smile on my face wasn't doing much for me.

it was getting a bit dark and i looked up at the sky, and realised the stars were already out. i come out to the park at night all the time. it fascinates me. i always look up at the stars and see the same exact pattern. it never gets old. sometimes i lay on the grass and just observe them. getting lost looking at the stars reminded me of sunghoon's eyes. speaking of sunghoon i looked over to him. he was staring at the stars like i just was. his eyes. the way the light from the stars reflected his eyes. made them even more beautiful than they already were. i stopped staring at him.

"the stars"

"it's so pretty" i didn't expect him to say anything back, since i was just blabbing to myself.

"it is isn't it"

i turned to look at him, since i was slightly surprised to hear his voice. and he was staring at me. at least i think he was looking at me. i turned and looked behind me incase there was something behind me that he was looking at but there was nothing there.

"what were you staring at?" i tilted my head to the side a bit confused.
he seemed flustered by my question and quickly looked away. maybe he was looking at me....

"ohh u-uhh n-nothing"  why did he stutter...?¿

'hmmm odd'

"weshouldheadbackhome"  woah he spoke way to fast for me to hear.

"i'm sorry what?"

"oh uhh we should uhmm probably head back home." 

oh. that's what he said. he looked cute when he was flustered though.

"oh. yea we should" i got a bit sad because i was enjoying the time with him.

"you want me to walk you home?"
i was actually excited inside but didn't show it.

"sure"

we got back to my house

"I'll see you at school tomorrow?" i asked him, incase he wasn't going to be at school tomorrow.

"yea, see ya tomorrow" he smiled at me slightly.

aksjjaka that sweet smile.

i went to unlock the front door and turned around, i waved at him before closing the door.

end of flashback

i fussed around in my bed, fangirling over everything that happen today. i couldn't stop thinking about the way his eyes glistened with the stars. they were so bright, and sparkling. they were....

absolutely breathtaking.

i quickly fell asleep with sunghoon being the last thing on my mind before entering the darkness.

~ a/n🌸

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