• introvert vs ambivert •

chapter 8

"what were you staring at ?" she looked behind her, thinking i was staring at something behind her.

'idiot why did you stare for so long'
i felt like punching myself in the face, how could i be so dumb.

"ohh u-uhh n-nothing"

'DID YOU HAVE TO STUTTER'

i absolutely hated myself in that moment, and tried to shake off the embarrassment i was feeling inside.

"weshouldheadbackhome"

"what?"

i looked at her wide eyed realising how fast that came out of my mouth. i was being so stupid. i was tired though. i do and say weird things when im tired. that explains the staring from earlier.

"oh uhh we should uhmm probably head back home."

"oh. yea we should"

"you want me to walk you home?"

"sure"

we reached her house and i said goodbye to her.

"I'll see you at school tomorrow?" she said. more of a question rather than a statement.

"yea, see ya tomorrow" i smiled at her.
i waited for her to walk in, she smiled and waved at me before finally closing her door.

i walked the rest of my way home, excited to see her at school tomorrow.

sunhee's pov

i ran up to my room after closing the door and screamed excitedly into my pillow. i was so happy the "hang out" with sunghoon worked.

'ARE WE FRIENDS NOW?'

i was so excited to see him at school the next day. i was indulging in my happiness until i was interrupted by the only other person that lives in this house. 

"hey did you bring back food." i looked at sunoo a bit surprised 

"no i thought you ate already"

"i did but there's no food in the fridge for tomorrow."

"we can buy groceries after school tomorrow" we didn't eat breakfast very often. sometimes we'd take a piece of fruit if we were rushing for school.

"okay" he walked out of my room leaving me alone. sunoo was weird sometimes. he would walk into my room and ask the dumbest things and start small convos with me. like he could've just texted me and said we need to go grocery shopping tomorrow. it was odd but i didn't mind when he did that. we fight sometimes but i love my little brother. he's my everything, and i cherish him. if anything happened to him i wouldn't forgive myself.

i decided to take a shower, since i wouldn't be bothered showering the next morning. i shOweR oNce a dAY. i got into bed, but i couldn't stop thinking about sunghoon. the way he arms wrapped around my waist when he caught me from falling at the tragic lights.

flashback

"HEY WATCH WHERE YOU'RE GOING" i was looking up at sunghoon admiring his facial features. 'he's so beautiful' woah what am i say. he looked furious with the man that bumped into me.