See the sad thing is when no one notices the pain it just gets harder and harder on the inside. You would of thought I had it all a loving family a funny best friend and even good grades and so called dreams but that's where it all went wrong....
" music playing at a party teenagers drinking".
Birdy: what are you doing over here all by yourself didn't want to join the party
Asher: guess you could say that's not really my scene
*Birdy and Asher take a shot *
*Everyone's partying *
*Birdy touches ashers hand as she gets up off the seat
"Asher looks at her she looks at him and grabs his hand and they were leaning on the wall as Asher kisses her
Birdy : what about GG
Asher: she doesn't have to know
Birdy takes his hand as they go upstairs and have sex*
She wakes up the next morning naked and Asher was still there She wakes him up
Birdy: you gotta go before Jordan sees you
Asher : we can't tell anyone about this
Birdy: I'm not are you crazy
Asher sneaks out she goes and takes a shower.
She starts crying as she is in the shower realizing she just slept with her best friends boyfriend and if anyone found out it would be a disaster. Little did she know Susie saw them kiss and took a picture of it and already sent it to GG.
The next day at school GG confronted her at lunch by pouring a milkshake on her " you backstabbing whore, you slept with my boyfriend! She yelled everyone heard and was starring at this point
Gg: please say something you didn't think I would find out well guess what I did
Birdy looks at Asher and Jordan
Gg: yeah look at him she looks at Asher and you and me we are so over She walks out and birdy chases her gg please I was drinking okay and it just happened
GG: how could you do that to me I'm your best friend
Birdy: I'm sorry
GG: yeah me too your dead to me .
Birdy has the word slut on her locker
Asher and Jordan get into a fight
And everyone know had the picture sent to them.
Susie bumps into birdy watch out slut
After classes birdy sees Asher walk out the office
Birdy: oh my god what happened to your face she touches his face as he looks down she let's go
Asher: your brother
Birdy: I'm so sorry ash
Asher: we probably shouldn't be seen talking right now I'm sorry birdy He walks away
Every day for the next two weeks people made her life a living hell from the name calling to the spilling stuff on her to her brother not talking to her .
So she started self harming on her legs she was loosing everyone around her she just wanted the pain to go away.
But what happened next Would almost break her
3 weeks later... Mae and her dad got into a horrible car accident when it broke the news that mae didn't make it there hearts were shattered. She was only 14.
There mom came to the funeral and she dropped some pills beside birdy but no one noticed and birdy picked them up and put it in her pocket for the next few months birdy started using and no one noticed.
GG was in the bathroom when she heard someone throwing up and Birdy walks out
GG: are you okay
Birdy: why do you care
Gg: I just know you suffered badly with an eating disorder in middle school if it's back maybe
Birdy cuts her off - I just got sick from some food I ate don't go on pretending you care about me though
Gg: you were my best friend since we were 6 of course I care about you
Birdy: yeah cause the way you've treated me for one big mistake clearly shows it
Gg: that's not fair
Birdy: life's not fair
Birdy washes her hands - I Gotta go back to class.
-Two weeks later -
Birdy went to visit Mae at the grave yard*
Birdy: hey sis so me and Jordan still aren't talking he hates me which I don't blame him for I miss you. Love u sis.
Birdy posted a photo of her and her sister laying on the couch watching a movie holding popcorn and captioned it with " miss your face everyday. "
As birdy walked home she bumped into ash
Ash: hey
Birdy: hey since when do you speak to me
Ash: i really hope we can be friends and have that all behind us
Birdy: I don't think Jordan would like that
Ash: he'll come around
Birdy: he hates me
Ash: he's your brother he doesn't hate you he's just taking it rough
Birdy: he reminds me so much of my mom besides the drugs she was so stubborn and level headed.
Ash: it's gonna be okay he will come around
Birdy: thanks ash
Ash: well this is me see ya
Birdy: see ya
Birdy started secondly vlogging about her experiences and feeling depressed and alone on her computer.
One day when birdy came to the party Susie spilled fruit punch all over her everyone was laughing
Birdy tried cleaning it off in the bathroom when she cane out Susie said "seriously you didn't get the hint leave no one wants you here not even your own brother
She grabbed some liquor and left she was walking on the bridge crying drinking When she sat on the edge thinking of all the awful things that happened She turned on her phone made a video " guess it's true no one wants me here well you get your wish you can thank Susie and gg and everyone who ever made me feel like I was alone in this world words hurt and so do people's actions we all make mistakes doesn't mean you have to be cruel person and make someone want to die but you did goodbye she posted It on instagram as she took some pills and drank and then she jumped off the bridge slowly drowning
As Jordan saw the video he freaked out trying to find her calling her calling dad calling anyone he could think of . The cops found her out in the water but it was too late she was dead.
They went to her funeral Jordan felt like he failed his sister he should have been there . They all should have been there
