Depression well... That's a interesting topic.
See Depression to me it's not that easy
And I this sounds sorta, Kinda really cheesy
But the fact remains that I am speaking the truth
And if you think I'm not heres proof.
Depression takes all your confidence and throws it in the trash. I feel like I'm at a strict conference
I once was girl who happily dance in the rain.
But Now I feel like theres nothing I can gain.
All I want to is to feel the feeling of happiness
But I know that can never happen
Once upon a time there was a girl who didn't have a care in the world
And now shes upset
That girl I'm talking about is me
Why does it have to be me
Why am I the one who has to deal with all this stress and emotional abuse
I just a normal life too
I Was hit and slapped a few times
As A kid I thought this was fine
I thought it was normal for fathers to treat they're daughters this way.
Then I realized it's not, Now I sit alone by the bay.
I wish I knew before this was wrong and now forever I will wonder this one question that will never go away.
Why?
As I think and think and try to think of answer nothing pops up.
It all that really matters
That one question I'll never figure out the answer to.
Anyways I'm getting off topic here.
Anyways well depression to me.
Well...
Depression to me is something that brings your confidence down and makes you think that your never enough. Wow Am I Enough?
I act Like I'm okay inside but really I'm dying inside.
I wish I could make it stop. The constant Anxiety, The constant struggle, And the constant fear that I am worth nothing.
This causes for me a eternity of pain. I'm overthinking when will it end!
Maybe if I put a bullet through my head... It'll stop..
Depression is something a lot of people have but something that sometimes comes with it...
Suicidal thoughts...
You just want to end it here and now.
I never thought I would be one of those girls.. apparently I am..
Anyways that ends it here. That's depression for me...
See you later..
