Warning!!!! thoughts of suicide.....
She stared longingly at the edge of the cliff just a few thousand feet below; she could see the ocean waves crashing against the wall of red and orange clay. Every day she could see the ocean at a different point of view and each view, it was gorgeous. Many people saw the water as dangerous, she could never understand those types of people. She sat on the border of the cliff taking in each new sight as the water always found a way of astonishing her pulling her in closer every time. Her short dirty blonde hair brushed against her cheeks causing a slight shiver.
‘It’s such a long fall’
She saw the foam of the waves and the different shades of blue the water seemed to draw in more shades of blue; each prettier than the next. Her eyes were a chocolate brown that matched the color of the wet clay. The sky was turning orange that had a golden silver lining and somewhere along the top line of the sky there was pink and purple. She grabbed out her sketch pad not wanting to miss the view, she longed to be both as beautiful as the water and still chaotic. She had scribbled the clouds, the sun, the water and cliff. She was just about to add all the colors when she found herself longing to be closer to the edge. She moved over to the side, then closed, and closer until her legs were dangling across the edge. She looked over her legs and saw all the water hitting the side, smashing into the rock with such force. She edged closer towards the end of the cliff so that she was just barely able to stay on the ground. A slight smile spread a crossed her lips and a she could feel her eyes watering then with ease she lightly pushed herself off the edge and disappeared into the void, nobody knew, for she was alone, and nobody cared, because she was scared.
Please do not judge this story, its just somthing I've been dreaming about lately.
