Beautiful, bittersweet, blurry

I have to let this feeling go
I have to help myself
I need to feel things bout other people
Stop crying
Stop feeling like someone's drowning me
Stop feeling like I'm in cage where you have trapped me
I need to let go
Stop talking
Stop socializing
Stop being all about you

It's time to let myself go
To let myself feel
To let myself heal
To help myself
To be free
I need to let myself go
To let this feeling go

Escape
Feel the beauty of new things
Write songs bout other people
Have an emotional diversity
Cause these years no matter what
I always went back to the same thought
Rewinded again and then again
The same moments
The same person

It's time to let myself go
To let myself feel
To let myself heal
To help myself
To be free
I need to let myself go
To let this feeling go

This is the beautiful end
I may be sorry for this loss
Cause actually you did no wrong
And there's no fault
But we can't choose what we feel
And with you in my life I can't heal
So take care
And hope you're happy
And I'll let myself be happy too
Without all these passionate feelings for you

It's time to let myself go
To let myself feel
To let myself heal
To help myself
To be free
I need to let myself go
To let this feeling go

It's time to erase, time to forget
Time will heal my mind and heart
And there'll be a brand new start
Cause I didn't help my self all this time
Wanted to keep you in my life
Which caused me so bittersweet feelings
But it's time for new ones, ain't it
This is a really tough decision
I can feel the word "tough" in my heart
I will really miss you from time to time
But, eventually, it will go by
It will all faint away
And I'll keep the memories in my head
Beautiful, bittersweet,blurry