HEARTLESS

PART 11

PART - 11
I put up a bookmark on that page , and thought over the things she has written . But as her last line read that I'll get my answers as I read further , idk why I trusted her on this , bcoz ya her writing raised questions in my mind but with answers to the them . Without thinking much I wanted to read further , to know what she meant by all the previous things . I turned the page ,
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" Oh god ! Such a huge thinker you're . Like so in the a hurry to know answers to your questions , why so darshan , bcoz your thinking that your fans won't do it na ? "
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As I read that , my head moved in a yes as if we are having a conversation . Actually reading her writings felt as if she's in front of me telling me all this . I continued to ready further before I overthink ,
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" Darshan relax , what you're thinking is right , it's a conversation between a idol and his fan . You know we darshaners have a secret diary , not filled with pages , without ink , but filled with emotions and typing sharpness . That diary is your DM , we write down every single thing to you , may be you must be the only person who know our deepest darkest fears and the most overwhelming joyous events of our life . Now coming back to the your questions , I would just say that you're the reason for million smiles .  But you know what the problem is , we just know DARSHAN RAVAL how much you want us to know abt you , we aren't aware abt your layers and depths . Without knowing you how proudly we say that we know you , but everything is in vain . Why don't we get that if you're sad , no feeling good you won't post anything , bozo you're know that your fake smile can be recognised by your fans . You said that KAASH AISA HOTA was made in three minutes , you just sung what came in your mind . We felt every bit of of the that song , then why don't we think that what you must be going through when you made that song . Someone said it write , " music is reflection of our emotions , it is what we go through " , then why we fail to understand your emotions completely ( continued in next )