𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 , | 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝗇 𝗐𝗈𝗅𝖿𝗁𝖺𝗋𝖽 𝗂𝗆𝖺𝗀𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌

𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐬 , | 𝐒𝐀𝐅𝐄🌷

( listen to 'rosyln ' by bon iver )

( 𝖇𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖘 𝖕𝖔𝖛 )

i watched her walked by , how her hair
moved in every step she took. her
smile every time she sees her

friends , that smile. it can brighten any
one day. even if your not in the
mood to be happy.

she'll always find her way to make you
smile. some people say that she
has powers , that she

is immortal. i just say that she is an angel
that was sent from the gods to
bring happiness in this

depressing world. she was the reason
i stay sober now , yes she doesn't
know me but she helped me

before....

i sat down at the play ground swing
smoking my cigarette while
a tear fell down my

cheek. it was my father again.
he is such an asshole.
but i can't

do anything , he'll will not hesitate
to kill me if he has to. so i do
nothing , it was an hour

of my sad self and the sound of the
waves and winds. until i felt
her presence , next to me

"hey." i heard the voice next to me that
voice sound like an angel and
she looked like an angel

i only stared at her , looking at her
fetures and then looked away ,
"you know doing drugs is

not gonna help your problems it will
just make things worse for you."
i heard her again but i just

continued to smoke my cigarette.
"ну, черт возьми, Шерлок."
( well no shit sherlock )

i said , she probably didn't understand
me. "i may not understand russian
but the tone in your voice tells

me your giving me attitude ," she
went in front of me holding both
sides of the swing looking

deeply in my eyes i stared back trying
to fight back from her stare but it was
obvious that she was winning.

"and i hate when people give me attitude."
she said so coldly , she wasn't so sweet
as she seems because she grabbed

my cigarette and stomp on it so it
wasn't useful anymore. i
like this girl...

"now what's wrong ?" she said looking
back at me with those beautiful ( y/e/c )
eyes. i couldn't speak , i couldn't

even do anything at all. "come on
if you keep it bottle up it's gonna
effect you later on life , trust

me." she said once again. i looked down
playing with my fingers , my anxiety
was kicking in. she must have

noticed because i felt her soft finger attached
to mine , her touch. it made me felt safe ,
after all these years i finally felt

safe in someone's touch. wow i've
been hurt so badly i forgot
feeling safe felt like...

"it's okay." she whispered , i gave
in i hugged her. i hug her until
i broke down.

im actually showing my emotions
to a girl i don't even know
for the first time.

i eventually told her what happened
with my past , my dad , and how
my drug addiction.

she was so understanding , she didn't
judge , she just sat there listening
and comforting me.

i felt so comfortable with her i feel like
i can tell her everything.
she gave me advice

and told me that i could stay the night
at her house and yes i agreed the
whole night we just talked

until we fell asleep in each others
arms.

she stills talk to me , asking if i was
okay sometimes i lie , sometimes
i tell her the truth.

but im grateful that she's in my life
because with her im safe at last.

A/N
quick imagine because yeahh🙈🙈

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