• introvert vs ambivert •

chapter 5

"no seriously i think you two could benefit each other."

"and how could we do that"

"you're an outgoing person, you think I don't know that? i always see you try new things outside of school but you never want to let anyone else in. sunghoon obviously doesn't seem like much of a talker either, so you could try to experiment on him, and break down his wall. even if it doesn't work at least you tried, and I'd be so proud of you."

i looked at her with a caring and grateful look in my eyes. i was so grateful for her and admired her so much.

"also i think you two would look good together"

my face immediately changed to a blank expression after she said that.

"wow you were doing so good, why did you have to ruin it like that."

"hehehe sorry. but seriously, it doesn't hurt to try new things. he looks a person who doesn't talk to anyone but his friends. you do that too but at least you try to talk to other people, like heeseung. he's become a close acquaintance to you."

"who's heeseung?" i honestly forget for a second and realised he's the guy that helps me with work

"oh. that heeseung"

"please just try to talk to him and get comfortable around him. once you do then he might to try to open up to you too. and i saw how you looked at him when we went ice skating. those loving googly eyes with hearts in them"

she was leaning forward and moving her hands around trying to tease me. i pushed her face away with my hand, only to have her retreat back with a blank look on her face

"talk.to.him. today after class. plus, im sure he's looking for his little keychain that u haveeee"

"ughhhh"

all i could do was groan at her words. that didn't help. i still don't know what to do. actually maybe they did help. just a bit. only a little. maybe.

"okay I'll give it to him"

"no shit were u gonna keep it forever" youngmi said to me

"no you twat, i mean I'll talk to him, i guess"

"ohhhhh, noPe still don't get it, were you seriously gonna leave it on his desk with a note saying 'from anonymous' hmmm were you?"

"how did you know.... i was actually thinking of that"

"i know you better than you know yourself sunhee"

"ughhh "

'i wonder how many times I've groaned today.'
*groan count 29473829299274819*
(groan is such a weird word now that I've written it so many times wth)

*AGGRESSIVE RINGING*
(sorry im rlly bored😂 iM kiNd oF wEirD wHeN iM bOreD)

it felt like forever till the bell rang. i turned around to properly sit in my chair, and see who we had first period.

"good morning class, today we'll be reading act 1 scene 2 of Romeo and Juliet"

'uhhhh we have englishhhh please kill me nowwww'
i hate english.
so much.
mr.namjoon lessened the pain to English though.
the reason i hate english is because of what we learn. or should i say what we're taught because WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO LEARN FROM SHAKESPEARE. the only thing I've memorised is like one line from Shakespeare