drowning in tears

It was August 8th 2019

My first day of 6th grade, wow brie said as she walked into her new 6th grade classroom.

There was this boy named Lexus that she diddnt really gat along with but they were in the same friend group last year, there was also a new kid named Adonys. On the first day the three had to stand in line together all three lexus,brie and Adonys were getting along, later on in the year they had built alot of trust in each other (brie has trust issues) there hole entire friend group contained of Lexus, Adonys, brie, sophia and Austin.

They were cositered the "badass group" sophia, was brie's bff or that's what brie thought.

Sophia had a crush on every guy in their friend group......

Brie's POV

Its now September 25th 2019 I walked through the classroom doors and the two boys (Lexus and Adonys) had a shitty smile on their faces I asked them what they were up to they diddnt answer.... so i asked Austin he said he diddnt know.

It was time for math so I sat down at my seat. Lexus and Adonys came and sat down on either sides of me so I was in the middle of the two. The teacher explained what we were supposed to do then left. I was about half way done when Adonys poked me on my side, I turned to him... then he did the unthinkable, he reached down my shirt and tried to touch me. I ran out of the room and to the girls bathroom. Luckily nobody noticed what happened. I was in the. Girls bathroom thinking to myself "no it was probably a dare or sompthing just, just an accident right"

It was no accident because this happened every day, and every day I told them stop, or no or occasionally I'd puch them (both of them were doing it) untill one day Lexus took it way to far..... that was the day I was raped. It was after school, I was getting on the bus to go home Adonys had already left. As I was walking towards my bus I felt a hand grab wy wrist and yank me in the other direction. It was none other than Lexus, I asked him what he was doing he did not respond he just dragged me inside the school and found an empty classroom that I'd never seen before.....then it got real (this story is for all ages so in not going into detail)

The second he pulled away even if it was just a moment, I wiped my tears, put my underwear back on and ran out as fast as I could I was fully dressed except for the fact that my shirt was unbuttoned a bit but that diddnt matter. I had to get out of there.

I ran home when I got back to my house my mom asked me where I was I just said I was at Sophia's house. I then ran to my room as tears flooded my face once again then I asked myself...

Why me?....

Did i do sompthing wrong?....

Did they hate me?.....

.......it went on and on, my self doubt filled my brain, I diddnt go to school the next day cause I was "sick"

It was about two weeks later (the abuse is still going on btw) I was so sad I couldn't take it anymore so I told sombody, i told the only person i could trust. My older sister she was kind and understanding she would never invalidate my feelings and so I told her about it her name is kynde.

Underlined = kynde normal= brie

Hey sis?

Yeah?

I need to talk to you about something important.

Oh! Okay what's up

I.... I-I-I was r-raped at sc-sc-school

Oh my god. Are you okay?! Do you need a hug.

A-a hug would be nice. I said as tears stream down my face. My sister said ill fix this okay? I nodded.

A week later my mother told me we were moving back to my hometown...

I was happy. The day I left I told them goodbye. They diddnt even say goodbye back, I walked out of that school crying because I had gon to that school science kindergarten and it was sad to leave but I had to...

A month later.....

When i left that school i thought I'd never need those assholes. I thought I'd be better without them but I was wrong. I couldn't stand being without them it was hard i diddnt miss the abuse i missed all the fun times we had together... all that raced though my mind was that they forgot about me....I called Adonys one last time before jumping off that roof and killing myself.

~the end~