Jhoana
Nagising ako sa iyak ni Jad, i was about to get up ng mas niyakap niya ako "ako na Love, you go back to sleep..." in her sexy husky voice sabay halik sa ulo ko at bumangon.
Since i woke up in the middle of sleeping, im having a hard time going back to sleep again. And it's 4:07 in the morning, kaya i changed my position to face them and pinagmasdan ko siya how she handles JB.
Humina naman ang iyak ni Jad when she holds him "hi baeby..you hungry?...Shhh, stop crying, Mama's here na. Let's see your daypee muna ha?" i smiled looking at her.
She's holding JB while inayos ng isang kamay niya ang dulo ng kama, placed the water proof diaper changing mat and some hygiene necessities. While nililinis niya si JB, bumangon nalang ako and took my phone with me to use as a flashlight sa baba. I heated the bottle na may breast milk i saved for later. I came back sa room na hinihele niya na si JB. I was about to go near them, but stopped when she hums a song.
Come stop your crying
It will be alright,
Just take my hand
And hold it tight,
I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry.
Pag umpisa niya while she's caressing Jad's cheek, then holds his small fingers. Parang nanghina ang tuhod ko seeing her doing that sa anak ko, knowing na kahit isang patak ng dugo wala siyang inambag dun.
For one so small,
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
Keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry.
I took my phone and pa simple ko siya, sila kinunan ng video She's caressing Jad's cheek with her other fingers, dahil hawak ni Jad ang hintuturo niya.
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
Medyo na tawa ako ng tumigil siya sa pag kanta, tumingala at humikab. Binungo niya ang ilong niya sa ilong ni Jad at pinatuloy ang kanta while kissing his forehead.
Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different, but deep inside us
We're not that different at all.
Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko na lumapit sa kanila, binigay ko ang bottle kay Jad at gutom na gutom naman niyang dinede yun, ginutom sa kanta ng Mama Bea niya. Hahaha. And niyakap ko si Bea mula sa likod niya.
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time, I know
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you
But you got to hold on
They'll see in time, I know
We'll show them together.
"thanks Love.." tanging sabi ko after she gently placed Jad sa crib and kinumutan.
She looked at me with a raised eyebrow and a creased forehead. I know she doesn't like it everytime i thanked her for the things she done. But i just can't help myself to say it.
Lumapit siya sakin and she's about to say something, but i just place my both arms on her shoulder and kiss her lips, her arms instantly wrapped around my waist. I pulled her head towards me to deepen the kiss. I gently licked her lips asking for entrance, napasabunot ako sa buhok niya when her tongue met mine, her tongue explored my mouth and massage my tongue at mas inilapit niya pa ako sa kanya.
