The Slump God (Stokeley Imagines)

Use Me

"Might commit murder for profit
Pastor just told me Im toxic
I don't need help I need options!
Im out of options!
Stop it!
Might commit murder for profit
Pastor just told me Im toxic!
I don't need help I need options!"

My body calmed down the moment the beat began to fade and then shift into 'I Spoke to the Devil in Miami, He Said Everything Would be Fine'

I swallowed as I looked over at my brother. He nodded at me and we began to rap together.

This was his first time rapping this song on stage and it was my first time on stage in general. I had enough money from my independent musical releasings but I'd never done a live show before.

Bold = XXX

Italics = You
Bold italics = boffa y'all duh

"It will all be over soon
And Im always where
The
sun don't shine, The
tears dont show wont
hurt me now 'cause 
Heart's been broke 
I
Hate myself but
It won't show
I constantly lose all my remorse
and it's 
10 for the wolf and 
three for the shepherd 
and it's
One for the sheep who
Led by your leopard
Often gave his perception as a handle of weapon
Took a bite of your apple 
Give me all you can offer"

I looked at him and he nodded at me. 

I stepped up and sang/rapped

"Now Im trapped in a changing maze
setting my soul ablaze
Couldn't control the pace, where is this going?
Hey
Heartless is recklessness 
It's word of a pacifist to word of a masochist
Im off of the map 
My lord, I spoke to a Baphomet, he said he would save me
If I gave him one thing he needed-"

I looked up at the sky, turning grey

"What is this thing he pleaded?"

I looked back into the crowd as Jah rapped.

"Boy its the key to even
yea"

"And as I spoke my fangs were shown
taken aback, he smiles and tells me
What you soon crave will be yours
But what I crave
Is already mine

Anime Vestra
Anime
Anime Vestra
Anime" 

I looked over a Ski laying on stage and dancing to the instrumental...if what he was doing could really be called dancing.

"Thank you so much. You guys are fucking awesome. My little sister is going to sing a song now. We have yet to re-record it in the booth but here's the unfinished version for you. We hope you like it" 

"Use me
Just like everybody else does
Use me
It's all just the same

Use me
Because everybody else does
Use me
Then Throw me away.

Oh

I took in a deep breath as my eyes scanned over the crowd. I felt woozy lord please don't let me pass out

I looked over at Jah and then past him. Stokeley's brown eyes met mine, mesmerized. 

I closed my eyes and nodded my head as the beat began to fade from soft and slow to something a little more lively.