Made For Him

Chapter 30

Vanessa Jasmine's

"WHAT are you doing?" Chills run throughout my body as I felt his presence in my back. The feeling of cold gaze bore through my back made me want to shiver more.

I can feel him but my mind's not on him. It's what inside the room.

Ang kwartong inakala kong isang simpleng kwarto lang ay isang malaking pagkakamali. Ipinalibot ko ang tingin roon habang nanginginig ang kamay na itinakip ko iyon sa bibig.

It's a room with a big screen in the front connected to 3 computers. There's this different location that I cannot recognize with just a hasty gaze but they are familiar. A big white board on the left full of pictures. A table on the right with so many papers on it. A dark and mysterious aura lurking arounnd the room making me shiver to the core.

I feel scared and anxious by just staring inside the room. The creepiness crawled in as I realized that it is not a child's room but somewhat a CCTV or something room. 

Nanginginig na humakbang ako ng isang beses papasok pero napasinghap ako ng may biglang humila sa braso ko palabas roon. Rio closed it with a loud thud making me jump and snapped from my thoughts.

"What do you think your doing?" Madiing sabi nito habang nanatiling nakatikod saakin.

"I-I was just thinking of exploring your h-house then I saw this. I-i was curious and—" His frightening voice loomed over the hall again. Fearing the fact that he can go violent again, I took a step forward but stop midway.

"Who gave you the permission to go here?" His voice held restrained. Kita ko ang madiing pagkakakuyom ng kamay nito na para bang nagpipigil.

I want to comfort him, to calm him down but my brain was screaming at me. Telling me not to approach him, do not talk with him, escape—run as fast as you can but I can't. I don't want to. Confusion, fear and worry is making my head mess up.

"N-no one—" I gasped and jumped from my position as he suddenly punched the door. It made a loud sound which is  enough to be heard by everyone. "Then why the fuck would you come here?!" He shouted.

Mas lalong tumindi ang ang takot na naramdaman ko sa pagsigaw nito. Nangingilid ang luhang humakbang ako palapit rito. "R-rio, let's talk calmly, hmm? I won't come here again. H-hindi ko s-sinasadya—"

Napadaing ako ng malakas ng bigla itong humarap at isinalya ako sa pader sa likod ko. Ang kamay nito ay nakahawak sa braso ko at madiing nakadiin sa dingding.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit sobra ang galit niya sa kadahilanang napadpad ako sa parteng ito ng bahay. What is there to hide? Yes, I felt scared about the things inside that room but is there something more that makes him this mad? Ang katotohanang baka may itinatago siya sa kwartong iyon ay ang dahilan kung bakit mas gusto kong puntahan muli iyon at tingnan lahat ng bahaging mayroon ang kwartong iyon.

Napadaing muli ako dahil sa sakit ng pagkakahawak nito sa tuwing sinubukan kong makawala. The more I resist, the more he tighten his grasp.

Inilapit nito and mukha sa tenga ko. I can feel his breath on my nape. His body pressed on me as he kept me imprison by his body. "You keep on making me angry, sweetheart. Defying me everytime you've got a chance. Don't resist from me anymore. Don't go wandering without me. Don't leave my sight. It's a reminder. You don't want me mad, baby. You're mine, hmm?—"

An angry and other voice besides Rio echoed through the hallway making Rio stop and making me snapped my head through the direction of the voice. "What do you think you are doing, Rio?"

Si Chris iyon at kita ko ang galit sa itsura nito habang nakatitig kay Rio at nakakuyom ang kamay.

Nagulat ako ng biglang lumipat ang tingin nito saakin dahilan para iiwas ko ang mata. I felt my cheeks burned from the embarrassment and felt ashamed about him witnessing this.