Venting But Also Random Shit I Say Or Think

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My problem is,that I put other peoples mental health before mine.I ask everyone how theyre doing,and if they need to talk,or if theyre okay,yet by me doing that I'm constantly put last.for once,just once,I want to feel important.I want to feel like I have the world in my hand,I want to have that feeling of love and care that I give to others.nevermind,I dont want it.I fucking need it.