❝SLUT❞ ‣ JJ MAYBANK ❪ OUTER BANKS. ❫

CHAPTER FOURTEEN.

SLUT : CHAPTER FOURTEEN.

❪  ♡⁺ i donˊt wanna hurt anymore. ♡⁺  ❫
— WHERE LANA MAKES A MISTAKE.
❝ i canˊt pick and choose who to save. ❞

LANA FELT TERRIBLE. HER HANDS WERE SHAKY , her skin was clammy with
sweat that was clogging up her pores with every
step she took. JJ's eyes— their glassy expression
of hurt and betrayal was printed in her mind and
she couldn't get rid of it. She knew helping Rafe
was wrong. After everything he done to her
friends— to JJ... Lana deserved every ounce of
the sick guilt she felt and she knew that. She knew that it was hard for JJ to trust people. She knew
that something so small , was everything to the blonde boy and Lana had wished she had thought things through before jumping into this mess.

Lana ignored the burning sensation in her
stomach as she led Rafe into her home. She
ignored the urge to empty her stomach as she
left him alone to look at the white coated walls as
she typed in her dad's password— stealing
money that her dad had worked so hard for.

She was doing all of this and for what?

Rafe wasn't going to change. He was still going
to harass her friends. He was still going to make those dumbass comments to Topper about her pictures— so why was she risking so much for him?

Lana had always believed in the stars. She
believed that good things were valued , special
and that being a good person was free. Right now
it was costing her about a thousand bucks— but
the thought was free. No matter what Rafe had done , she didn't let him change her heart and how she wanted to live. She wanted to love people
despite their flaws. She wanted to change the way people saw the world with small acts of kindess.