The biggest bull shit I've ever heard at school was "Leave your problems at home". No, no because how can I stop thinking about how my mom came home to get beat yesterday and probably will again tonight , and tomorrow!
How can I stop thinking about how my dad gave the last can of food we had to his 30+ dogs. We can't tell him no or he'll beat us!
How can I stop thinking about my mom working three jobs, just to have my dad spend it in a day. Fuck you, for telling my to leave my problems at home!
I won't because my mom almost died last week and all my father did was laugh while we cried!! I can't leave my problems home because my father sleeps with a knife under his pillow and the psychiatrist told us we either left the house or we'd be separated from my mother.
How can I leave my problems at home and focus on adding a couple of numbers? I will soon be separated from my mother and I don't know when I'll see her again.
How can I pay attention to your bullshit class when, my mom tried to get help from her siblings but they didn't even bother to listen to her! We have no money, no help! Fuck you!
Fuck your class and fuck all that shit you give me for not doing my homework! I'm sorry, I was too busy helping my mom off of the bloody floor!!!
Fuck my fellow class mates for asking who it was that smells funny!!! Our water got disconnected and I don't think I could even bring myself to shower either way! Fuck all that shit! Fuck you High school and middle school! You can suck my dick you piece of oblivious pricks.
Don't tell me to calm down! Nobody wants to help us! Nobody has ever helped us! We're stuck! We're the unheard, unwanted, the helpless!!! So don't you fucking tell me "Leave your problems at home"!!!
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Screaming The Truth
PoetryA couple of rants semi poetical from the lowest point in my life.
