There are many reasons I hate myself. One is comparisons. I hate being compared to others. My mom, my sister, my father, .y friends, even people I fucking know. It kills my self-confidence and makes me feel as though I'm nothing more than a piece of trash. My mother's fiance does this basically everyday. He is always comparing me to something and saying how if I don't change I'll end in jail or some shit. Yeah real nice thing to say to a sixteen year old who's in therapy. Make me closer and closer to killing myself. I have thought about it too. Almost everyday now. And it doesn't get any easier. It makes me feel that any day now I might start cutting or even attempt suicide. Because clearly running away isn't an option.
