Crazy {l.h.}

Porn bby

It's been 2 days since my English class with Luke, but those 2 days have been pretty eventful.

On Tuesday, my good pal Tony told me he could hook me up with that good kush if I gave him something in return. I swear highschool boys are always horny and will do anything to get their dick sucked.

Let's just say I did end up getting my weed.

Getting high is my specialty, I feel at my best when I'm high. Trust me I've heard all of the "Don't smoke marijuana it will destroy your life." bullshit, but I still smoke it. Then again I don't care about really anything so.. doesn't matter to me.

Wednesday, my other friend Michael and I skipped classes to makeout and smoke. My life is basically all just fun. It's really simple. Some days I do wonder what it would be like to be a normal girl who worried about their crush liking them back, and hung out with their friends at times where they didn't just want to get high. I don't think about it long though, like I said I don't like to make myself sad I'll just laugh and smoke so more.

You may be wondering what my parents think of me, well truth is they don't really give a shit. My piece of shit father left my mom and I when I was 6 and my mom is too busy with her new boyfriend to really pay attention to me. Yes I am the cliche girl who doesn't give a shit with parents that suck. That may be another reason why all I do is smoke and do shit with guys.

But here I am now in English class again next to Luke the mumbling fumbling idiot.

"Could you possibly make anymore noise?" I ask him as he has been messing through his bag obnoxiously loud for the past five minutes.

"Sorry it's just I think I left my phone at home and now I don't know what I'm going to do for the rest of the day," he says.

I almost feel bad for him, not having your phone at school is like having a child and going home and then after you get home you realize you forgot your child.

"Aw now you can't watch porn during class, sadness." I respond pouting at him.

He blushes at my remark before saying, "I just wanted to play the Kim Kardashian game."

It literally took all I had in me not to burst out into laughter at that statement. Thank god the announcements came on right after he said that so I had an excuse not to say anything.

I usually don't pay attention to the announcements, but today I did.

"Good Morning students, this is your Principal Baxter, there are only a few announcements this morning. The first one is that today during your first period we are having a special assembly!"

Sweet I could just skip first period today, I wish they told us earlier so I then I could've slept in. Finally I won't have to catch up on a class that I skip.

My thoughts were then interrupted by Luke, "Hey do you car e if I sit next to you during the assembly?"

"What? You aren't just skipping it?" I question him.

"Well no why would I do that?"

I chuckle at the innocent boy in front of me. "Because school is boring and you know if they're going to give me a free period of the day I'm going to spend it the way I want not their way. You should too Luke."

"No."

"No what?"

"No you aren't skipping. Just try to be involved in one school type thing, please?" Luke begs me.

"Why do you care? Why would I do what you say? You don't own me bitch."

"Because if you don't, I'll go around asking about you and what you do."

"God, and they call me Crazy, they should call you Psycho." I tell him.

"Actually I prefer the name insanesceneboy236."

I laugh, "Maybe I will go, you're not that bad Luke, but don't go thinking I got a crush on you."

"Ew, no you got cooties." Luke says as he scrunches up his nose. Oh god he is a manchild.

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We go to the school auditorium for the assembly. The last time I've ever gone to a school assembly was probably middle school I've always just skipped these things. I never cared to see what they're about or if they're any good. Why did Luke make me change my mind and have me go and sit next to him? He's weird, not me.

As we sit down I say to him, "You know I still got my phone, we could go to the bathroom and watch some gay porn if you want."

"What the fuck no! I'm not into that."

"So wait you're not gay?" I ask jokingly.
"Oh shut up." He tells me.
I don't know why, but I find myself smiling.

"Hi my name is Amy, and I'm here to talk about a very serious topic today with you all, and it is bullying." The speaker says.

"I still say the gay porn idea I had was better," I whisper into Luke's ear as he giggles at my weirdness.

I've never been so myself in so long. Not since my best friend abandoned me. It actually feels kind of good. I feel freer already. Maybe a friend is what I need. Woah wait did I just call Luke my friend? I barely know him I need to slow down.

This assembly is kind of depressing so I start to block it out not wanting to listen to it and I look over at Luke who is looking sad which is completely different than his dorky smile.

I didn't really want to see him like that. So, I got up and asked to go to the bathroom, but just ditched. I'm going to go not care anymore because feelings suck and I will not let myself catch any.

AN: I FELT LIKE I WAS KIND OF LETTING DARA SEEMED LIKE SHE CARES ABOUT PEOPLE AND STUFF SO I DID THAT TO SHOW YEAH SHE STILL DON't GIVE A SHIT.

Poor Lukey doe :((( he don't get why she's like that. This chapter still ain't really long but it's longer than my last one so I'm progressing!!!

Again pls comment if this bad or not because I'm very self conscious !!!!!!
Thank youuuu for reading I hope your day is lovely!