Obx Imagines

Anxiety - JJ

Warnings - anxiety attacks

"Arghhh JJ get your fat arse off of me right now or I swear to god I'm gonna.." JJ smirked down at you not looking like he was gonna move off of you at all ,

"Or your what princess?" He teased. You glared up at him, his lazy attempt at flirting was not impacting you at all.

"Or I'll kick you where the sun don't shine...prince " you mentally cursed yourself for using such a gross nickname as you knew he would get you back for that later, but you hide it with a smirk as he moved off of you, getting the hint you would most certainly would kick him if he didn't budge soon. You flashed him a sarcastic smile as you stood up.

"oooo touchy" you muttered as you watched the moody teenager glare at you from his obvious defeat. "Didn't know someone was on his man period." He gasps putting a hand to his chest as if hurt by what you just said .

"Excuse me Miss get off me jj cus your really hot and I could just stare at you muscles all day-" you stopped him before he could finish his sentence ,
"Oh bub you wish... your not my type sorry hun" patting his shoulder, you wink at him walking past him swaying you hips just to play with his head.
"FUCK YOU Y/N" you hear jj yell from inside as you walk over to John B and the others by the hammocks.

"What was all that about" Kiara asked as you sat down next to her grabbing a beer from Pope.
"Oh you know..... jj just being jj" you laugh.
She studied your face for a second not believing anything you just said "mhmmm is that so?"

A scoff falls from your lips as everyone turns to stare at you, wanting to know the details you were keeping locked away from them. Feeling nervous from all the stares you begin to pick at your nails, trying to distract yourself from the heat you feel rising to you cheeks.

You look up to see everyone still staring, waiting for you to say something.
"Look okay. Nothing happened. Why does it even matter anyways Kiara, you and jj got a thing or something" You glare at her as the boys gasp at your sudden anger.

"I was just-"

"Heyyyy guys what did I miss" jj says happily wrapping his arms around you shoulders before you push them off.
"Fuck off jj" you snap still annoyed at Kiara.

"Wellll someone's on her period then isn't she." He moves to sit in an empty hammock across from Pope, grabbing a beer and sipping it. Not bothering to make eye contact with anyone . You pick at you nails again, the anxiety in you creeping through your whole body like a flame on a matchstick. Guilt tripping you into shame for being so harsh on jj and maybe even Kiara earlier.

What if they hate me now that I said that? What if Kiara won't talk to me anymore? What if I hurt jj's feelings? You head begins to make up scenarios, panicking you. You feel your hands begin to shake as the world begins to spin around you, the conversations of the others blurring into the background as you try to steady you breathing.But nothings working. You can't let your friends see you like this.

Picking yourself up you rush to the bathroom, splashing cold water on you face in attempt to calm yourself down. But it just gets worse . Sliding down the wall you curl into a ball letting the tears you didn't know you were holding back fall from you eyes. Sobs escaping your lips.

You don't even notice a blonde boy walking in, so you flinch when a hand touches your shoulder.

"Y/n? Are... are you okay?" Jj sits next to you rubbing small circles with his thumb on your shoulder. You look up, showing a small sad smile to the blonde watching his face fill with worry at your current state. Salty tears still falling from your puffy eyes you sigh. You couldn't find the right words to describe how horrible you felt about earlier.

Exhaustion filling you brain from searching for the right words, you fall into his arms as he cuddles you close to him.
"Hey shhh it's okay, I've got you" he whispers as he strokes your matted hair. Your so close to him you hear his heartbeat at a constant rate - this somehow calming you down allowing you slowly to close your eyes letting the warmth of jj take you away .

Hey I hope you all enjoyed the first imagine in this book :) and feel free to comment any suggestions you have down below 🥰

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