LETTER TO MY OLD-SELF
I wanted to tell you that I Miss you
I Miss where you used to feel happy for small things
I miss the notorious you
And getting caught by your mother
I miss you for where you used to play outdoor games and coming home with dirty frock of yours
I miss you for where you were so cheerful and positive about everything in life
I miss that old you where you used to watch those cartoons
And "POGO" was your stress buster
I miss that you used to go to school only after knowing your bestie is coming
I miss the you where you used to listen to the songs of Mohammad Rafi and kishore Kumar without knowing the meaning of the songs
I Miss the you where your favourite chocolate was "Alpenlibe" and "Mango bite" that too where you used to have struggle saying the name of the former one
I miss the old you where you were so active all the time and get to sleep without any hindrances
I miss where you used to have those kulfi by saving little money from your piggy bank
I miss you for where u were playing in the rain
and getting cold
Later having medicine showing tantrums
I miss everything about you
Now sitting here at 5 in the morning
Having tea like the old days
I don't feel the same way you used to feel
The days are rolling but don't know i am happy or not
I have almost forgot now to be notorious but
Getting scoldigs from mother is inevitable though
Now the technology gradually changing
We sure play games in mobile
But it doesn't make me happy
I am trying to hold those qualities you used to have like being cheerful and positive about everything
But lacking somewhere in this real world
I watch cartoons now also but the feelings are not as you used to have
I can't go to school now and bestiees are still there
But can't be a free bee as you used to be
"Dairy milk" has taken the place of "Alpenlibe"
And "mango bite" is replaced by " Kit kat"
And "Kulfi" by "Ice cream"
Even though i sleep enough now but can't feel at peace as you used to feel
Listening to Mohammad Rafi and kishore kumar brings back the memories of you
But now i listen to it with knowing its meaning
Which is not the same feeling as you used to feel
But after all this i want to
Thank you for those days
Becoz i have memories atleast
Because of the OLD YOU
- Yours admire always
