Ronakshi's tales

illusion ki parda....

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rohit is getting tears continously ...but the reason is not only sona...but also his thoughts......he simply sits beside bed....holding sona's hand.....

every one leaves....veena comes and pats him..kuch nahi hoga..sona ko..humhe pata hiki..tum sona ko aisa nahi dek sakte...isisliye ...aisa chillaya...guilty mat feel ...

he nods his head....veena leaves..

naren comes and sits beside him..asks him to change and come...till he will do a check...rohit nods and goes...like a small boy following dad's order...

naren: wo log keh rahihi ki...wo stool pe hi hi..so injuries nahi hi..lekin...use pain ho rahithi isilye mine sedative diya...aur haa ee medication  dedo...2 ghante ke baad...she  already ate so ....fluids ki jarrorat nahi..hi...agar subah weak hua tho hum fluids dedenge...

rohit is not in frame of mind to use his intelligence...just nods....naren seeing him asks" will u give or should i have to come..?"

rohit: haa..mi ..i'll ... naren while leaving touches his head..." dont worry she is abs..fine...bas subah tak meicine ki asar se aisa rahega....."  take care..both of u...."tears are flowing in rohit eyes..uncontrollabily.....he nods with out lifting head....naren sets alarm and keeps the medication on table and leaves...

rohit is now feeling claustrophobic...in his own room... the lavish sippy manision's dr rohit sippy's and sonakshi's room...he takes sona's hand ..."kya yaar sona..tum apna dyaan kab rakogi...tum hi ho..ab mujhe sambhal sakte ho..!sab kuch hogaya...im failed ..im in efficient..he is unable to speak...some times tears speak more than words....he falls asleep...amid tears...

alarm beeps:

he wakes up suddenly ....realizes  ..the situation and ... takes the syringe ...and loads it...with shaking hands...looks at her...

he is thinking if she is  conscious how she reacts...her winces..her clutcing rohit's shirt...thinking ..he softly rubs the site with spirit and carefully injects...feeling the pain in his heart...saying bas..bas ..sona hogaya...rubbing it......kissing that place.... "meri wajah se  tum  aage bhi bhokna padega..."... he dozes to sleep....onher arm....

morning:

sona wakes up feeling heavy on arm...looks rohit with teared  eyes.... sleping in bending position...she remebers her last thought and seeing him..." ab ise wo jo bhi hought hi use  door karna chahiye..." she thinks and tries to get up slowly....

rohit wakes up sees her....sona...ab kaisa hi...theek hi na...batao..plzz...ek min pappa ko bulata hoon.....

sona: bas ..bas...kuch nahi hua..mujhe....im fine...got up to go to washroom...

rohit: hoo..okk..he lifts her and takes to wash room and comes back....losing in his toughts...she comes and asks" shall we go to park.?"

rohit: kyon..i mean haa...lekin tumhari tabyat...

sona: arey keh rahi hoona ...mi theek hoo...lets go and from there u go to hosp directly...waise aaj mujhe shoot 

rohit interrupts...

sona: nahi hi...!

rohit nods ok..! and they gets ready ...sona is firm to make him speak ....wat all in his mind....

they quicklly eats break fast and leaves...

park:

they both and sits in their fav place...and rohit knows wy she is doing all these..?

sona : moving towards him...pressing his hand.." batao..kya hua..?"

rohit: kya hua..kuch nahi...! kal neend nahi hi na...isiliye.."

sona: wo tears..and all..!

rohit: ha ..tumhe aise dekke...hasi aati hi kya..

sona: tumhe kuch bother kar raha hi...wo kya hi..?

rohit: nahi..kuchbhi nahi...

sona: mi kuch din se dekh rahi hoo...tumhe...jab bhi babe ke baare me..aur wo raat..jab nishi bua ne bataya..tab...and kal bhi jab mumma ne kha...mine deka tumhe ...plzz batao..jo bhi tum soch rahe ho wo bahut choti baath hi..hum sort karnge...batao...

rohit: choti..baath...ee chota kaise ho sakta ....if my babe hates me..or not talks to me...will it be a small word for u..?

sona shellshocks listening to this...kya..?babe ...aur tumse hate...? ee kisa sawal hi..?

rohit: haa kyon nahi...suna nahi mumma kya bola..jo bhi humne kiya wahi hotahi ..humare saath bhi...mine pappa se kabhi bhi properly baath bhi nahi kiya...tho ab mere babe bhi yehi kiya..tho..? aur jaise pari ne mumma se pucha..agar humare babe pucha tho.." tum bhi apni pappa se ehi kiya..tab kya kehna hi..? ..he is sobbing now....

rohit: mujhe laga mujhe pappa se banti nahi..bcz he is judgemental and the way he behaved with u...but am i not judgemental...ofcourse i'm ...i'm also ...twds my dad..twds ur tv serial...and kal bhi mumma ne kaha mujhe wy are u judgemental..?

u know im feeling like ...im fool..mi kuch bhi nahi karpaya..mi kisi ko kushiya nahi diya...tum bhi suna hina...pappa kya kha..mom ka condition kitne serious hi..pregnancy pe...wo coma me thi last 3 months..a very rare case in pregnancy..phir bhi...wo kitna hasti..hasti mujhe pyaar kiya...aur pappa par kya beeththa hoga us samay...lekin wo mumma kitna acha dyaan raka.. ..wo kitna kush honge apni beta keliye...lekin wo beta..usse aaj tak kabhi thik se baath bhi nahi kiya...

mine kya diya unko...aur tum ...tum bhi ...meri wajah se pappa se kya kya kuch sunaya..aur mi bhi isi judgemental ness ki wajah se tum par kitni baar chillaya...?

aur hospital staff ....har roj us par mi chillata hoo...kya achieve kiya mine...meri jaisa doc rahta hi kya..?lekin wo saff keliye..ya  kisiko koi option nahi hi...isiliye wo kaam karrahe hi.

mine aap sab ko kush nahi kar paya...i failed to make u happy ...as son..as husband..as doctor...kya ab aane wale baby mujse kush hoga..?

sona is feeling numb...with out knowing how to react....

mine itna jo kiya...kya ab mujse kya hone wala hi..? aur jasie mumma aur wo hospi me patient relative kaha" jo bhi kiya uskelie bhokna tho padega....!

sona puts her hand on his shoulders and pats him....rohit...looks at her and hugss...i'm sorry bcz of me..now u have to suffer...i fear that u become veena sippy...

sona about to respond.....he recieves a call from tulsi...saying emergency sir..!

he quickly wipes his tears..and says " im coming.."

she composes and says ill drop u and ill go home...

after leaving him in hospital..she thinks everything ..smiles...and says " tu sach kaha rohit..! galti to tumse hua...isko bhokna tho padega..! lekin jaise tum soch rahe ho wisa nahi...sonakshi rastogi sippy style me....!

her mobile rings its puja

puji: bhabhi..! aap kaha ho...aayiye ghar..kaisa karna hoga ee sab..!

sona: aarahi hoon puja..! lekin plan badal gaya ab..! plan-A nahi...plan-B karna hoga,,,!

a small thought....and to encounter it....he started it  digging more...combining the natural or just saying things....and .....made it an illusion......and now...he is applyingit to everything..even to his greatest strengths.. ab....us illusion ki pardha..ko lift karni hi...!