i put the shit in the back of the car and drove home. i drank even though i never did and called payton. he came back and comforted me as you do when you think your friend got cheated on. we were lying down on my bed and i was shit talking amelie and anthony and then i kissed payton.
payback, right. of course i was drunk as fuck but i knew what i was doing and i knew that it was wrong but i continued nevertheless. i took off his shirt and pulled down my sweatpants. mistake after mistake and the worse part is that we would have probably gone all the way if i didn't have a sudden urge to vomit. i ran into the bathroom and vomited for a good five/ten minutes. i brushed my teeth and washed my face and then got back into bed and apologized. i fell asleep almost as soon as i lay down.
i woke up to the sound of shouting. anthony was standing in my bed room with a balloon and flowers. he had tears in his eyes and he just walked back out. i ran after him and caught him before he got out the door. i begged him to let me explain and he didn't he just left me he dropped all the presents and shit at the door. i told payton to get out and that it was a mistake.
i went into the bathroom and cried. i knew what i did was wrong and it was worth it. anthony was perfect for me, he didn't make me uncomfortable, he brought me food, he lay with me and i wanted more. i didnt eat, i couldn't. and don't feel bad for me because i deserved it. that night i went to sway, josh didn't want to let me in but i begged and begged and begged and he finally gave in. i walked into anthony's room and it was a mess. i heard movement from inside his bathroom. a glass frame was broken and it was the picture of me and anthony from bahamas.
i placed down anthony's presents and then i sat on his bed and waited for him to leave the bathroom. the toilet flushed and i heard the tap turn on and off. he walked out and just looked at me. he looked rough and so did i, i hadn't stopped crying until about a hour ago. he looked at me so emotionless. i wanted to cry. "what are you doing here avani..." he muttered. "i came to apologize and explain." i say. "ok explain." he sat down on his gaming chair.
"i felt so alone and i felt no matter how much i hung out with everyone else i still felt that way and because i spent so much time catching up with payton that when i hung out with you guys i didn't know any of the jokes and i felt so left out. so i stopped hanging out with you two together i felt jealous and alone. payton helped me feel less of an outcast. then i was shopping for our anniversary and i saw you too together at the cafe. i thought you were on a date and i thought the flowers and gifts were for her... so i went home and drank some shit i found in the cupboards and then i called payton" i explain. he listens carefully.
"he took advance of you?" he answered, i could hear the anger in his voice. i shake my head no. "i kissed him first..." i admitted. i see anthony's jaw tense up. "did you have sex..." anthony asked, i shake my head no quickly. "we had all our clothes on minus his shirt." he nods. "did he touch you in the places he hurt you before." i nod. "he touched my thighs my stomach and my ass..." i said
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Fanficwhen seb and his sister, avani gregg, stay at the sway la for two weeks, sparks automatically fly between her and her tiktok crush, anthony reeves. unlucky for them that's his bestfriend's sister and she should be off limits. but can they control th...