~The Time That She Lost~

~~Chapter twentieth~~

"It's best you don't" Ali said.

"Oh my god maa, please don't cry, I am sorry I will never bring this up" Emily said panicking.

"No it's alright" Ali said wiping her tear.

"So you want coffee?" Ali asked, calming herself down, taking a deep breath.

"Mom you gonna be okay?, I'll make it you sit" Emily said.

"Hey kid I am alright, I was just missing the old days that's it and now I am fine. You don't have to worry about, I have you guys and Arla's family." Ali said and quickly hopped down the bed.

"So coffee?" Ali asked.

"Sure" Emily said unsure if Ali was okay.

Ali walked out. Emily walked into the bathroom to freshen up. As soon as Ali walked out, she saw Janson standing outside listening to their conversation.

"Rose that's an interesting name, didn't  your dad used to call you Rose?" Janson questioned.

Ali ignored him and walked past him as quickly she could.

"Why mon you don't remember? Well I remember perfectly, it's like you were telling me yesterday" Janson said taunting her.

"Shut up Janson, It's not good to listen others conversation" Ali said.

"Hmm you are right. I should have one of those conversations with Em and I'll talk about Gh oh sorry Rose and David" Janson said.

"What is wrong with you?"Ali said.

"No what is wrong with you maa? What were you trying to do maa? Why are you bring them up?" Janson said.

"She wanted to know about my life so I told her" Ali said annoyed.

"How much of it was true?" Janson said.

"It's past, it doesn't matter if it's true or not and it was my past" Ali said.

"Yaa well your past that's funny" Janson said heartbroken.

"I was there the whole time, whole freaking time, I suffered with you and Scott and Arla too and yes by the way YOUR past is coming back" Janson said annoyed and in anger. He then stormed  out of the kitchen and marched towards his room. As soon as he entered his room, he slammed the door shut.

"I did meant it like that, I am sorry kid. I meant as I was telling....don't slam the door like that. Janson?" Ali said pouring the coffee into the mug.

"Janson? Come on don't be such a baby" Ali said with a little higher pitch so that he could hear.

She kept the mug and walked toward his room. She knocked the door twice but no answer came.

"You know J, I am so proud of you. You are the best son one could ever had. No I am not saying to make you happy or just because you are upset with me, I mean it too. What you have done for this family no one can do that. You are so brave and responsible, I am lucky to have you as my son. I didn't mean it was my past and not yours I mean when I tell her about this, for her you and her are not there and therefore it's my past" Ali explained through the door.

No answer came.

"I am sorry kid, I just wanted her to know something about that time" Ali said.

"It's alright ma I understand" Janson said with a calm tone.

"You do? Then open the door and tell me what did you mean by past coming back" Ali asked.

"Yes maa I do but give me sometime and I have to do some office work too, let Amber come and then I will tell you what I meant" Janson said calmly.