Can I Ever Forget You?

Seeing You for the First Time

Life.... What's life? Is it too simple? Is it too complicated? Is it full of suprises? Well, I will say it is a mixture of everything even Love. Though this word doesn't sound to amuse me as the other girls think it is.. I mean what so great about being in love with someone special??Actually, in one way it's great but in another way it's not. Why?

Then let me tell you from the beginning....My name is Amyra Mukherjee.Right now I am 23 years old girl about to be 24 in this December 27th, a sudden grown up who have no single experience of life.. I mean I have but....I think more to go. A typical family loving person. In my family,my Mom,Dipa Mukherjee,is a lovely housewife and a cute person though when she gets extremely mad at any of us,nothing can stop her to complain about all of us not even God.  But she is overall a very sweet person from heart and also from mind. My Dad, Bapi Mukherjee, is a lead musician and also a very caring father one can ever think of,he is overall a really kind hearted and sensitive person though he never shows it and My best elder sister, Riana Mukherjee, is a professional chef and a best friend one can ever have. Actually she is more than a sister and a best friend to me. She is my favourite person in my family and we share every little secrets with each other no matter what. If there is someone who knows me better than I do is one and only my Sis.She knows every single thing about me and understands me more than anyone else. That's why I love her the most. Oh and there is another person in my family her name is Bulti, she is my another sister and a friend of mine who stays with us.

Well this story is not about my family but you know it's good to give a little information about your family before starting your own story. So as I said that I'm a family oriented person so you can understand that I love my family more than anything else and they are my first love. I have many friends in my life but I lost trust in friends after I had a heartbreak probably because I fell in love for the first time with a wrong person and after that everything just changed in my life.

After that many friends came and some went out of my life. Though it doesn't matter to me anymore.

It all started when I was in class 12.

FLASHBACK....
"Ahhhh it sucks. Though I don't feel bore but thenalso something is missing in my life but please god don't U ever say that it's love cause U know I already have that.... my family. I don't want anything in my life. I'm just happy with whatever I have but thenalso╥﹏╥"

Riana: "What are you doing? Help Mom with some house works U know....Always lying in your bed and watching your phone's screen. God knows why you always keep smiling while watching your mobile"

Me:"Coming.... "
(Whispering in my heart:"I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't like to call some friends, I don't like to talk to them much, even though I am bored. Why am I so weird?? Why am I so different from everyone?? It's like I lost interest in making friendship or anything related to friendship. Whatever..")

*After helping Mom,I sat down and back with mobile*
Me: "What should I do? Should I watch some music video? My friends were talking about a kpop boy band that time....what was it called? Oh yeah '7Wonders' "

*Listening to their songs*
Me: "OMG!!😱😱 I don't get it!! Who is who?? Why do they look alike?? I am getting confused 😵😵"

For a couple of days, I just read their interviews,articles and everything related to them. Slowly slowly I got the hang of it.

Honestly there is only one person that attracted me the most among all of them whose name is Y though I don't know his full name😓yet. He is the most different person I have ever Encountered with.He is not like the other members of that group. He is sometimes very childish and sometimes he talks like a very matured person. His way of thinking, his personality, his craze about rides in amusement park, his behaviour everything is different from others. He is a very unique person. His maximum things are.... are just like me.He resembles me...I don't know why....but..why am I feeling so close to him...Why? What is this strange feeling?

Me: "I have never seen such a guy before. Who is he? For real.. "😶