Just Jump (longer One shot)

Just Jump

In this POV you are an 18 year old girl who gives up.

Your POV.
              "Everyday is a struggle. I dont want to go but in order to learn I have to. But today they are going to wait for me" You thought quietly walking to your school. You lived only a few blocks from the school so there was no point in riding a bus. Plus in the morning you like to walk to clear your thoughts out. As you walked up to your school a few girls and a boy were waiting for you. "Ew" "what a loser" "Hahaha" They all laughed and commented about her. Except for the boys he just slowly watched and kept quiet. Your bestfriend showed up and you guys walked to class together.
                          At Lunch
You and your bestfriend sit at a table together alone. The lunch ladies were serving kids and the one teacher that watches everyone was helping a student when they came over. They are like the plastics, mean girls, the evil triplets, and the boy that always joined them. They walked over and looked you up and down. One girl carried on "If I was as ugly as you I would kill myself" Another one said "You should jump off a building" Then the third on joined in "The world would be a better place with out you anyway" The girls walked away leaving you streaming in tears. Your friend was late to lunch as always and wasnt there to help. Before the boy walked away he exclaimed "I'm sorry about them, and please dont listen to what they are saying." And he joined the others back at their table. When your friend got there you told them everything. They felt bad  for not being there for you, but it wouldn't of made a difference.

      Later after school back at home

       Your mom was a single mother and you were an only child she worked until midnight so you often had to make your self dinner. Later on in your room you were thinking about what they said, they normally say stuff like that but today it got to you. "maybe I should jump, no one would care anyway" you thought to yourself You flooded with tears and eventually fell asleep.
                         Next Day
         You walked to school normally and when you got there They said the same things as yesterday. You ran into the bathroom crying. After the bell rang and everyone was in class you ran up the stairs to get to the roof.        " I'm going to jump, No one will care" Running up the stairs tripping because you cant see because your eyes are flooded with tears
On your way up you passed the boy's class. He saw you running and asked to use the bathroom. He started to look for you. you got to the roof and stood on the edge ready to give up. The girls words just kept running through your mind. You were about to jump when the boy come running up
        "Dont do this! You are amazing and they are just jealous of you" he said while his eyes start to water. "You dont understand, I need to just jump, I cant live like this anymore" you said opening up your arms. He ran after you to grab something but you jumped before he had the chance.         "Wait" he screamed "I love you" Tears ran down his face. *As you are falling* "Mom I Love you, but I cant live like this..." Suddenly everything goes black. Teacher come running up to see the boy on his knees sobbing. "Kid come on" "NO, I COULD OF SAVED HER" He screamed fighting back more tears.