"Safe in the arms of a Killer."

1.

Katherine.

Somewhere in Mexico

It's been nine years since I saw the last American here. Nine years. I was beginning to think Justin killed them all. 

"Who is he?" my only friend, Lilly, asks as she pushes herself further into view. "How do you know he's American?" I press my index finger against my lips and Lelie lowers her whisper, knowing as well as I do that Justin, or that God-awful sister of his will hear us and punish us for eavesdropping. Always paranoid. Always assuming the worst. Always approaching everything with caution and weapons, and rightfully so. Such is the way of life filled with drugs and murder and slavery.

I peer through the sliver in the door, letting my vision focus on the tall, lean white man who looks as though he was born with the inability to smile.
"I don't know," I whisper softly.
"I can just tell."

Lilly squints her eyes as though it might help her to hear better. I can feel the heat from her breath warming the skin on my throat as she presses harder against me.

We watch the man from the shadow of the tiny room that we have shared since they brought her here a year ago. One door. One window. One bed. Four dingy walls and a bookshelf with a few books in the English language which I have read more times than I can count.

But we aren't locked in and have never been. Justin knows that if we ever try to escape that we won't get far. I don't even know where in Mexico I am. But I know that wherever it is, it wouldn't be easy for a young woman like me to find her way back into the United States alone.

The second I walk out that door and make my way down that dark, dusty road alone is the second I choose suicide as my path.

The American, wearing a long black trench coat over black clothes sits on the wooden chair in the living room, his back straight, and his gaze expertly filtering every motion within the room. But no one seems to notice this but me.

Something tells me that even though Lilly and I are completely hidden inside our room down a dark hallway which barely allows us to see the living room, that this man knows we're watching.

He knows everything that is going on around him: one of Justin's men standing in the shadow of the opposite hall with his gun hidden at the ready; the six men standing in wait outside on the porch, the two men directly behind him with assault rifles cemented to their hands.

These two haven't taken their eyes off the American's back, but I think the American, although not facing them, sees more of them than they do of him. And then there are the more obvious people in the room: Justin, a dangerous Mexican drug lord who sits directly in front of the American.

Smiling and confident and completely unafraid. And then there is Justin's sister, wearing her usual whorish dress so short that she doesn't need to bend over for everyone in the room to see that she doesn't wear panties.

She wants the American. She wants anyone who she can sexually abuse, but this man...there's something more obsessive in her eyes when it comes to him. And the American knows this, too.
"I only agreed to meet with you," the American says in fluent Spanish,
"because I was assured that you would not waste my time." He glances at Justin's sister briefly.

She licks her lips. He is unfazed. "I do business only with you. Get rid of the whore or we have nothing to discuss.
"His unmoving expression never falters. Justin's sister, Izel, looks like someone just slapped her across the face.

She starts to speak, but Justin hushes her with only a look and then jerks his head back slightly to demand she leave the room. She does as she's told, but as usual not without a string of curses that follow her out the front door.