Every time my breath get hitched at the thought of you .....
You were like a never ending dream that I wanted to have .
I wanted to feel your warmth
The sparks that your body holds for me...
The tingles that you give me from your kisses
I wanted to see your smile once again
My heart wretched from these thoughts
All these times I tried to cover up my face by putting a fake smile
It always hurt my heart to act before everyone like clown
I was hoping to see you again
I was too late for that .. my place in your heart was taken away by someone ....
She became your smile
She became your breath
She became your rhythm
She became your everything
I was nothing but a pile of dust in front of your eyes ....
I wanted to runaway from these nightmares to a lone place were I can cry and call out and scream
My life was messed up and cursed ..
The way you made me feel that I can be loved ...
The way you made my heart to feel that it can still beat ...
The way you kept me from the cursing world and the way your sound holds my name all gone from your mind In a moment ...
I was born alone raised ...
I hold a lone childhood with no love no care but you was my knight my love it was all scattered.... I was left all alone in the midst of somewhere
Everyone betrayed me
I was only left with some sobbing tears .which lost its shine long ago..
No one cared for the never ending love that my hearts holds for them.
But It was all lie ....
I was too late to understand
There is a long road of Destiny that still awaits for my arrival
Thou it wanted to make me feel the taste of life the biggest lessons.... and every moment is our chapter ....
Feel it the indulge the sweet and soreness of life accept it you will be having your never ending dreams that is very much eager to catch you up on...
Life is awesome ...
YOU ARE READING
♡The Dark Past ♡
Poetryit's actually some poems written by me ... actually whatever mentioned in it happens in my past ... that's why I named it in such a manner ... please don't copy it ... I have took a lot's of effort in making my feelings into something like this...
