Josh's POV
"Josh..."
I could feel Anthony, moving his hand up and down my chest as he continued to shake.
"Yes?.."
It was the next day already. I hadn't slept because I was making sure Anthony was okay in his sleep. I made sure he got some sleep even if I didn't.
"Let's just sit here and watch movies. I don't feel like moving. I just wanna cuddle."
"Alright. You can pick the movie. I'm going to check up on my phone."
I grabbed my phone as Anthony began to pick a movie.
I'm deciding not to go to sleep just yet.
I want to keep making sure my Sweet bun is okay.
Even if he pretend like hes okay, I can see behind his little act. I've known him for way too long to pretend like I don't know when he's sad.
"I found one."
I turn my phone off and put it down looking up at the TV to see a comedy movie.
"That's cool. I don't really care what we watch."
"Alright!"
I smile at him and he smiles back. There's his real happy smile. I missed that beautiful soft smile.
He turns on the movie and I take it upon me to cuddle with him.
Pulling him into my chest, he suddenly leans up and kisses me without warning.
"Damn. I didn't know we were doing that now."
"I just wanted a kiss."
I laugh and he blushes.
I can see he's getting better. Slowly. It makes me feel better that he's becoming happier again.
"Hey Josh...?"
I look up at him as he moves his hair from in front of his eyes.
"Wassup?"
It feel like we were just friends again. I like feeling that type of energy, but I also feel love inside of my heart for him.
"What are we?..."
Shit.
I lean up and hug him.
"That's up to you on what you want us to be. I know what I want us to be, but you have to tell me your choice."
He moves to hug me back.
"Best friends or Boyfriends?"
I let him go and begin to cuddle him again.
"You decide all."
The only reason I didn't choose is because he need to make up his mind. He is going through alot right now, I know. But he has been pushing me away, and then pulling me back for a while now.
It's his choice because I know what I want to be with him.
"I... I love you Josh."
He closes his eyes, cuddling further into my chest. I close my eyes as well, laying my head ontop of his soft hair.
"I love you too."
I suddenly begin to fall asleep.
Anthony's POV
What am I supposed to choose?
I just got out of a relationship. Do I really want to jump into one this early? What if I get hurt again..?
No.
Josh wouldn't hurt me. He wouldn't even think about it because he knows I'll hit him where it hurts.
And because he loves me and has known me for years.
I feel Joshes grip around me getting weaker.
"Josh?"
I think he finally went to sleep.
I pull him down off of my head, turning the TV off.
Still with my head on his chest, I lay my entire body closer to him.
He makes me happy, yet I still don't know what to choose.
