Life of YUSRA (COMPLETED)

Fight for survival

Let's keep praying for the world
Too much tears and blood🍀

The regular hospital smell lingered in the air as i took another glance at Kamil
Months have passed
First semester examination on the way but Kamil is still the same except for his beards and his hair growing longer than usual.

"Kamil"I called softly rubbing his hand with a sad smile

"Let me recite the poem i wrote for you,I have lots of followers on social media cause of my pen
And ofcourse everyone likes me in poetry and book club"I narrated

Suddenly there was a strong wind,i got up to close the windows before sitting back

"Dear beloved
Days,weeks,months went
You haven't answered my call
They said I should be strong
Nothing will go wrong
But what about your smile that my sight longs
Dear beloved
Come back to me
Come back home"

I smiled placing a kiss on his hand.
Few minutes passed and the door opened
Dad walked in with Malak and Kamal
After we exchanged our greetings,I noticed Kamal and Malak communicate with their eyes while Dad seemed lost in his thoughts

"Yusra I want to talk to you,about Kamil"Kamal said with a serious expression

"Yes?"i said with my heart beating fast

Malak held me up and made me sit next to her
Dad sat where i was sitting looking at his son as if it's a good bye
While Kamal sat opposite us clearing his throat

"Kamil,is not responding to treatment anymore
His breathing is not stable like before
The Doctor incharge of his case said it's time we let him go
Since he is not fighting for survival maybe he wants to rest away from this world"he explained but his expression showed how hard it was saying each word

"No...no....no......"I said my brain finding it hard to form sentences
How can i let go of him?
He is my everything
I used to believe i will die before him because of my condition but here we are

"How could you think like that?what if his fight is a slow pace?
We can't let him go just like that
No!!!i can't,If you will"I said angrily getting up

And suddenly the icu machine started beeping loudly and fast

"Mal,take Yusra and Dad out of here"Kamal said dialing the doctor's number on the telephone beside Kamil's bed

"No I'm not leaving!"I retorted trying to approach Kamil

"Don't be stubborn Yusra we don't want to treat two people at once
Go!"he shouted angrily
My sense came back to me

***

We were seated outside when doctor and nurses rushed into the ward
Kamal came out trying not to cry

"Ya ALLAH,whatever they say in my heart i feel it's not Kamil's time
Please give him strength to fight for his survival"

As salam Alaikum everyone
It's been long I know
I haven't been updating
I'm sorry
I will try but wouldn't promise
Pray for the world
Stay safe
Love,
NAIMAH💚🍀