To be honest I do nt think I belong here ? I mean cmon I am not made for this life what the hell am I doing here!!!
They want me to change few good people ! What the hell ! How can I ?
I was just a girl next door but in a flash of second I am stuck...
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Time to know why subhadra di is looking for moi!
If she ask me to accompany her to local market I swear I am gonna flip!
I swear this girl is still kid at heart!
No guys I am not over exaggerating! We went to shopping 3 times last week and she shopped for 5 hours straight ! I mean who does that!
Anyway I am off to her chambers!
Her chambers is at the first floor while my chambers were at the last floor .
Sometimes I wonder Kris bhai knows me too well! he knows my love for the sky!
Well that makes me wonder Kris bhai and I are not in talking . I mean we didn't fight but we are not in talking terms as well.
Well this is how it started
Flashback
" liya you need to learn how to control the elements otherwise it would be as devastating as last time " he said with seriousness in his tone.
His eyes were not mysterious anymore I took a deep breath and look at the sky as if I was trying to ignore the lord himself .
Such a poor mindwill I have
" aruna? Behena? " he asked me again with a small smile as of me knows I was gonna gonna say yes.
I looked at him and let out a heavy sign
" no " my reply was small and unapologetic, that voice that I hate the most.
It almost implies that I don't have emotions. I think it somewhat true.
He was beyond shocked to hear my answer as his clear forehead turned into fine lines soon vanishing from his face giving me a not emotional look.
I diverted my face to the clear sea taking in the fishy air as if it's the most interesting fregrence in the world.
I wish that the small smile he offered was enough to for me to change my mind.
But I am not sure what was it?
My childishness to not accept the truth that I am in this life , my ego that I was not giving a choice, as if this life was implementing on me or was it a fear that was somewhere in the corner of my heart about the flash back I had , the fear that someone will take advantage of me again.
Flashback over
I closed my eyes and that flashback dwelled on my mind as an episodic memory
" may you feel the same heartache I felt in this life and your next, people you trust the most and love the most, would turn away from you !"
