What do you see when you look in my eyes?
A freak? A nobody?
Or simply another face in the endless sea of people
What do I see when I look at myself in the mirror?
I see pain, laughter, tears, fatigue, and endless energy.
The hurt in my eyes is all that has to be said,
Sometimes I know I'm better off dead.
Pain is the only thing I can feel
Knowing it's the one thing that's real.
Behind all the lies
An emptiness haunts my eyes
A person who I used to be
Worse even though it wasn't me.
To know, to love, to breathe.
The girl who would always laugh,
the one who was always strong.
It hurts to know that I'll never be the
girl I used to be.
