Blaire

"Love, let's meet up."

Nagising ako sa notif ng phone ko. Is this the day I've been waiting for? I fell out of love. Should I break up with him?

"Coming." I replied.

Paglabas ko ng bahay, the cold breeze of rain welcomed me, "Wow, even the rain's on my side ha?" I mocked.

I got in my car and start traveling to my destination.

After parking my car, nakita ko siya sa baba ng puno.

I am breaking his heart but his smile already broke mine.

He's smiling while walking towards me, "love, I prepared a picnic. Diba favorite mo ang star gazing? I checked the weather tonight and it looks like may dadaan na shooting star." He informed me with his eyes screaming happiness.

Can I do this? I asked my self instead I nod at him. He held my arm as if he didnt want to let go.

Pag upo namin he gave me a bouquet of flowers, "Daises. Favorite mo yan diba?" He grinned.

Sira. Lavender ang favorite ko hindi daisies.

I smiled, ayoko masira ang moment na ito.

"Its almost 11pm na love, are you ready?" Parang bata na sigaw niya.

I just nod.

As always he would talk about what happened about his day. His food, his workmates, his games and about how much he loves me.

Then may dumaan nga talaga ang shooting star.

I just started at him. His grin didn't made my heart skip a beat. His dimples I adored once is now a memory.

"What's your wish?" I asked softly. Then I hold his hand para humarap siya sa akin.

"Hmm. Secret lang dapat pero since love kita ok!" He answered out of happiness.

Konti nalang, endure the pain self.

He leaned closer, I felt his warm breath in my neck,

"Happy anniversary sana magkaroon ako ng courage to propose to you next year."

I hugged him para di niya makita ang tears ko.

Fudge kaya ko ba ito?

"Hala. Are you crying ba? Did I surprise you?" He asked out of panic. He tried to get of my hug pero I tighten my hug para di siya makaalis.

"You really like to hug me, ha?" He chuckled then hugged me back.

"Ikaw? What's your wish?" He asked while combing my hair.

"Hey, we've been together for 6 years na and I'm happy, really." I trailed as I stare at the bouquet.

"Hmm." I heard him.

"My favorite flowers are lavenders, we first meet at a museum, I'm not a fan of  star gazing, I like hiking, I can't relate to your games.." I continued.

I can feel him stiffened for a moment,

"No. Let me continue."

"You don't love me." I finished.

With his strength he finally got out of the hug.

"What are talking about?" He confusingly ask.

"You didn't loved me! You loved a different person!" I snapped out of frustration.

"Love hush stress ka lang sa work." He said as if he can calmed me.

"That's the problem! Hindi nga love ang call sign natin!"

"No, you're just stress. Let's wrap things up. I'm taking you home." He said ignoring my words.

"No! I'm breaking up with you." I cried.

"No. You can't do that. We have plans diba? We'll have a home and dogs and cars. Diba? We already planned that out." He begged as tears were visible in his eyes.

"Hindi ako ang kasama mo nagplano lahat nun! Why can't you just move on?"

"Move on from what? Kasi I can't understand you these past few days, you being cold to me, not answering my calls and you didn't even call me by our endearment." He tried to walk towards me but I took a step back to distance myself.

"You are still inlove with your ex! De porket magkamukha kami you can do everything what 'she' wants to do! I didn't answer your call? Kasi all this time akala mo engineering ang course ko! Kay ate yun not mine! I graduated accountancy for goodness' sake! And 6 years? 6 months nang patay si ate."

"No no no, love na over work kalang kasi diba sabi mo nagkaproblema kasi nawalan kayo ng architect para sa project niyo?"

"I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore."

"No no please, Blaire you can't leave me."

"It's Flaire not Blaire."

And with that I run towards my car and started driving.