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Help Me!! (Chapter Two)

After I ate dinner with my dad and brother, and after I finished cleaning the house, I went upstairs to do some homework then got my things ready for school. There was one thing I couldn't shake off my mind, the fact that that asshole had the nerve to tell me I was "PATHETIC!" He doesn't even know me for him to say something like that!! I swear next time I'm going to smack him with a book. I don't get what girls see in him anyways, he is such an asshole. Just as I was about to slam my books shut, my cat Jaz comes and jumps into my lap. I smiled and closed the book, picking Jaz up and petting her; she is the only one who gets me, she is very intelligent, unlike most people I know.

I take a warm shower just before I get ready for bed, I slip into my undies and bra and pull on some sweats and a t-shirt. I then look at the time and its 9:30pm; Jaz is waiting for me in bed curled up right in the center. I walk over to the bed fixing the covers and lifting Jaz, then getting in and setting her down. After setting my alarm clock and turning off the lamp on my night stand, I lay there thinking of what to do with my life. I think of the things that I could've done to prevent my parents from splitting up, and I think of scenarios that could've happen in my life to make it better. I slowly drift off to sleep thinking of that asshole at the book store.

Once again I wake up late because of the fact my alarm clock is fucking up. I am rushing to get ready, putting on my clothes, doing my hair, and brushing my teeth. I check the time and its 7:35am, I'm not gonna make it. I grab my bag and run out the back, getting the bike form the shed and peddling to the school. It takes me 15 minutes to get there as cars are starting to pile in and lots of students start showing up at the last minute. I'm freaking out, but I gotta keep my cool. I place the bike on the rail and lock it up before running away from the crowd of people who were coming in through the gate. At this point I just need to get to my classes on time without any hassle.

I'm three classes in and so far everything is going well that is until my stomach starts crying out  for food. I hold my stomach and try to stop the growls and groans coming from it, I check the time and there is another hour of class before lunch. I glance around the class and see the same two girls from yesterday, sitting next to each other and eating chips and candy. These lucky bitches, I stop looking at them and feel someone staring at me. Sure enough the same asshole from yesterday was looking at me. Great just my luck, more people I can't stand. He was smirking at me and I just glare a hole into his forehead. I picture him getting clawed by Jaz and it makes the corners of my lips twitch.

The bell finally rang and I run out the classroom as if I were doing the 5 yard dash. I check the cafeteria and there are barely people going in, I rush inside just before everyone starts piling in. I get in line and my stomach is growling like crazy. I get in line and start picking out the food I want and once I get to the cashier, he rings me up and very thing comes out to $9.89. I dig through my bag looking for my wallet only to find out that its at home. On the bed. Where Jaz is able to get it. I am so fucked. I groan and sigh, I feel like a complete idiot. "I'm sorry I don't have my wallet I-" "I'll pay for her." I here a familiar voice come from behind me and It's the devil himself. The asshole from yesterday is behind me and handing the cashier money for both trays. Great!... I take my tray and move away from him very fast. Next thing I realized was that I was faced with an even bigger problem; the cafeteria was swarming with people. OK Cather Get It Together, YOU CAN'T DO THIS!!!! I can't move and my breathing starts to speed up as my body starts to tremble a bit. I think I'm Having An Anxiety Attack!!!

I'm about to start crying when I feel an arm wrap around my shoulder and pull, pull me into a big muscular side. I keep my face down trying not to look at the person who was bobbing and weaving us out of the crowd of people in the cafeteria. Once we are outside I continue to walk with this person getting farther and farther away from the cafeteria and students. Once we are at a good distance I look up and my stomach tightens and I want to throw up.