MY SECRET ADMIRER | tk ✔

chapter 11

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"----so after that we decided he will confess his feeling to jin hyung front of our family----"

"------ namjoon hyung was so nervous and finally both of them saw each other , their faces is worth to see , some kind of mixture of amazement, longing, tears but full with happiness it was so emotional moment" Mark said looking dreamily at air---

" so did you get what's the moral of the story? " Mark asked wiggling his eyebrows to jungkook and yugyeom

" uhm that we shouldn't confess without opening our eyes ?---" Yugyeom questioningly said

Mark look at him boringly.

seriously?

" no dumbo it's, that we don't need to see a person personally to fall in love, we can even fall in love without knowing that how the other person looks like----" jungkook explained him---

" there you go jungkook, same thing is happening with you___"

" wait! wait , but kook didn't talk to his secret admirer , hell ! I doubt he even have his number!" yugyeom cut off Mark

making both jungkook and Mark face palm---

"how you can be so smart ?" Mark said with his voice full of sarcasm, yugyeom pout and shuting his mouth up

"but do you really think I like my secret admirer?" Jungkook mumbled out

" see jungkook I'm saying what I think okay? I'm just telling you my point of view but it's you who will decide that you have feeling for him or not" Mark said

" but I'm still confused like how will I find out if I have feeling for him or not ?" Jungkook asked gulping slightly

" simple bro just don't read the diary if you can stay away from diary then you don't have feelings-----"

"-----but if you couldn't stay without reading dairy even for one day then bro you fucked up " yugyeom said shrugging his shoulder

" first time he said something right----" Mark agreed

"----just try to do this and anyway you have so much time to figure out your feelings"

Jungkook didn't said anything for awhile but then he asked____

"but what's the point if I have feelings for him or not , it's still impossible that I will ever be able to meet him" jungkook mumbled out but thinking about never meeting his secret admirer make him feel uneasy, dull, hollow---

" as cheesy as it sounds but don't underestimate the power of love bro" yugyeom said with a mischievous grin

" If you both truly made for each other then fate will definitely find some way to make you both together jungkook"

Mark said, as they all heard bell rings again with a sigh they bid each other bye and went to their dorms---

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Jungkook slammed the door shut with a sigh, and throw the bag on bed with himself, he close his eyes and recall everything----

----today, day was full of new things , new friend, new story, no knowledge about love , and new feelings-----

Jungkook messed his hair with his right hand and groan loudly "I'm so screwed!"

he drop his hand on side as he look at ceiling before turning his gaze over his study table and there it is

the diary---

he gets up as he makes his way toward the diary he was about to pick up diary but he halt___

"no jungkook try to resist this diary , you can do this---" he said to himself before going back to bed and lies down

"just try to forget about him , let's see you can do this or not !"

one hour later----

currently jungkook is sitting on his bed and glaring hard at diary, he tried to busy himself in study but his mind always come back to diary---

after fighting with his urge ness he now boring hole in diary.

"It's just a diary jungkook why the fuck you can't stay away from it!"

But it's your secret admirer's diary...

his inner voice said out in his mind, he chew his nails looking at diary with debate full stare----

' you can do this jungkook' he tried to pump up his confidence

' I can do this '

' I can do this '

' I can do this '

' I can do this '

' I can't do this '

' I can't do this '

' I fucking can't do this '

" fuck this !" Jungkook cursed as he stomped toward study table and grab the diary and plopped down on bed----

he look at diary and realises what does it mean as he broke into a silly throaty chuckled

" I'm so------- fucked up !"
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